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i miss kyle so much its taking major self control not to call him and just hang up when he answers i miss him so0o0o incredibly much he doesnt even care about me anymore i still sit and think about him i try to think about other things but he was the light of my life and like everything good that ever happens to me i ruined it i knew i would and i ( Read more... )

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last night kyle told me he loved me and it was the best feeling ive ever had in my whole life he said "mickie i fell in love with you and i hope you love me to" i was like wow i dont know what it is about this boy but every time we have problems we both know we can always fix them and everytime we dont have problems we have the best the night ever ( Read more... )

today was really fun i spent a majority of it with kyle my mom dropped me off at his house i was so surprised she let me go but before i got out the car we had this long talk about how i was  not to have sex with kyle lol she like laid down the law i went to kyles house and we didnt really do anything at all we just chilled and he gave  me the ( Read more... )

it feels so incredibly good to finally have a guy thats passed his evaluation...im so happy that i found a guy who i think looks good and has a good personality to match he makes me smile all the time and he says the smoothest things that just make me go crazy i dont know what it is but i know its not love but its like a really atrong feeling that ( Read more... )

today i went for a walk with vickie it was fun its always fun whenever we chill i love that chick shes awesome we talked about  my plans for growing up and for life and everything that goes along with it we talked about how my parental units always trip and about how she always twists and turns my words thats definitly not cool at all but i guess i ( Read more... )

today was a good day except for at work but who cares im leaving that job soon today my mom left to go to florida which should be a good thing because they say warm weather helps with fibromyalgia so i guess ill see maybe shell feel alot better while shes there i got high hopes for her while she's in florida me and my dad hopefully will get along ( Read more... )

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lifes on a downward spiral in just a day i feel completly uscidal again my doctor told me to call a friend but what friend i have like one associate and she cant really help although she tries i hate life so much i get so angry my vison gets blurry i cant go to school anymore i dont have friendships there anymore plus that teachers back they mustv ( Read more... )