ok it has been exactually 2 weeks clean, Its a hard thing to do... Apparentlly its too get worse... worse chemical imballances.... Well ts sunday i hvae nothing to do... austin wont stop dancing behnd me... ahahaha it actually is starting ot make me laugh, but he is soo annoying all the time..... God i feel like im too young to be soo unfun!! Too ( Read more... )

1. Your Porn Star Name: (Name of first pet / Street you live on): Casper Caroline ( Read more... )

everyone, we all try to go through life trying not to be hurt... Shield our selves from people and situations to make it so we will always be protected... In ding so we are hurtng our selves worse.... making the wounds deeper then they would have been before..... So many moments we would wish to take back but when given that chance do we every ( Read more... )

It's a long story but the party tomorrow night is canceled but if u want to hang still we can!!!

god dammn im trippi ng out......omf my freimn dgaveme his add meds... i took one and im trpping.... god it has speed in it soo im tri;pping out... i tryed to cvlean i tried but soo much tuff.... fuck color coded my fukcing crayons.... i drew some pictures... god this is soo kool. im shaking moveing so fast... y is this sooo black and white... o ( Read more... )

ya frday was ok i went to teds house then we skated to my house and we were babysitting and ted had ths great idea. so i took out the cocanut rum adn filled a small glass, we got tipsy it was kinda fun... it became awsome when ted walks out of the room and comes back nb in my clothe so i go and put his clothes on. i looked soo ghetto i was sagging ( Read more... )

Crazed, I feel crazed. Obsessed with obsessions, Im not sure howI really feel any longer. Last night i dreamed I admitted my darkest secrets on this shit lj and all it did was make people hate me.... Am I crazy like people say, Mental hypocondria is what they all gave me. My obsessions with teh grim and macob, my addictions to the obsessions, my ( Read more... )

hey hey hey lmao lol im in 3rd period i just finshed my gay little math test i kept hitting the worng buttons soo i tihnk i failed... well yesterday i hung w/ Eli, Bengi, Nick, Simi, Jay came by< and the scary one Darko... Anyway ya i dunno hah ya i really wanna go to the circle jerks show tonite soo bad, but theres always a but isnt there... my ( Read more... )

ahhw/e i feel all bad because.. laot of my "friends" i nvr spend time w/ .... if u feel we dont hang enough call me or post ur # and ill call u or just post here

have i achieved unattractiveness yet???? I releized that that atticipation of things is what make feelings greater... like: when u trrip u atticipate ur falling will hurt so it hurts worde then it would have...... or a kiss u are waiting for it atticipating it and it makes it alot better..... today was ok i guess my pants were high watering.... ( Read more... )