Its still funny how I find myself thinking of you after all of these years...

I'm sorry for all of these years of hurt I have caused... I have hurt so many people close to me because I never thought about what I was doing... Now I stand here older, wiser, scarred, and hurt... I wish I didnt have to grow up I wishI could stay 8 years old playing barbies with my "big sister" Penelope... I wish I couold back and say no to ( Read more... )

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I guess that whole " Omg I'm going to like use my Lj like more then my uh myspace, like yeah" was some studip bullshit that I got over in all of two seconds ( Read more... )

Humm I was thinking maybe I'll stop using my myspace and just use Lj again its alot easier... i dont have to update all teh time ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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too much has happened this year.... In someways Im a way different person, yet hte same... almost re-invented, a better person, a worse person, I fucked up on alot, I threw away alot, I grew up, I did alot of stupid shit, I fell in love, I broke my heart, I partied, I almost gave up, I cryed, I felt beautiful, i laughed, I felt perfect, I lost my ( Read more... )

wow i was rereading i never told u about hortons but hey to bad i forgot!!!! God Im so ocnfused to how i was with someone for so long without getting bored or cheating or geting fucked up!! I was tricked but its over and im free im glad i was sad, then mad, then scared... but now im happy and abut to light up so peace o btw saint augstines is ( Read more... )

And ill write about all my mishaps tmrrow in global issues

haha i thought I'd post being i havent in a long while... While sitting here redingother pplz posts a i found a metal cutter sitting on myfloor... i am soo temped to cut at my left index finger, not because i am going "sucidcal" but because hypothetically it is possable. I could cut my finger with it, it is real. Not like ths monotoned blahh ( Read more... )