this side of me you've never seen,
is merely trapped inbetween.
the thoughts if i should tell,
and risk it at all even though i once fell.
fell into a trap,
just to discover it was all crap.

i'd like to think everything is different with you,
and i just can't help but think other wise.
to be caught up in lies,
is something i dont want.

Really, it is kind of crazy how many different emotions we can go through in such short periods of time. One minute your feel one way and then the next bam, someone says/does something and changes your mood completely. Its kind of funny.

Its weird. I don't really know how to describe how I feel right now. All i know is that I have no idea what is going on. I know that I was being a little dumb last night, but i guess I obviously crossed some sort of line. Although I am most likely over reacting to nothing and think that there is a problem when really there is no problem to begin ( Read more... )

Will we ever find the answers we search for? Life is about learning, and the only way you can really learn is from your mistakes. Sometimes you happen to get it right on the first try, and you're thankful, but wheres the fun if you don't screw up once or twice. We spend our entire lives searching for our purpose and meaning, so my question is what ( Read more... )

People come in and out of our lives everyday. What imprint do we leave on each other? I've met some great people in my life, and I truly appreciate these people.

As I sit here there are so many thoughts running throught my head
It seems thats a constant now
So many thoughts going I don't understand
I wonder what we're here for in the scheme of things
People have always been good to me
Have I been good to them?
We give a little piece of ourselves to many people
what they do with that I don't know

Why is it that we try to hide who we really are with masks? Sometimes I feel like we let that interfere with who we are. Don't get me wrong sometimes you just want to have some fun but I also have the need to want more then that, to find someone who can truly understand who I am. To find someone that doesn't want to change but someone who wants to ( Read more... )

Words need to be chosen wisely. Sometimes we speak before we even think about what we are saying. There's nothing worse then a lie, why is it that people lie? We all do it, we lie about that smallest things. I'm talking about the big picture though, I'm talking about when it comes to the way you feel. It tends to really be a challenge for me at ( Read more... )

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I don't really know what the heck my mind is trying to process right now. All i know is that you can't choose who you fall for, sometimes the heart leads you in the wrong direction even if your mind knows better. I have no idea what to think, feel bad? Don't. What to think, I just don't know.