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SUMMER'S GOODBYE ( Read more... )

Hey there!! Wow it's been a long time since I've posted. A lot has happened. Some good...some not so good. I'm now living with my aunt and uncle and their 3 children. It is mass mayhem in the house, but life goes on. My uncle has a child protection thing on his comp so I am unable to read other people's journals or check my own. I can only ( Read more... )

My mom went into the hospital last night because she over dosed. DSS came and now we are waiting to see where Samuel goes. I went to see a movie last night with the family. It was Robots. Really cute actually. I had a good time and I think the kids did too. I saw Matthew yesterday. He's like my best guy friend, but he has this huge crush on ( Read more... )

You know what? I'm in a good mood. My mom is a bitch, I don't see my brother, my dad is stressing out, my buela is going to have a heart attack with all this crap...but it'll all be okay. I have this bike ride I go on every night and it helps let off a lot of stress. Well...enough about that crap. I finally get to go for my permit this Friday ( Read more... )

Hi! I know it's been a while, but things have been so crazy here. We're finally all moved in and the computer was just set back up. I'm sick :( but I'll live. I'm really stressing. My mom is falling apart and they (mom and buela) took Samuel. I miss him...a lot. But we'll have him back soon. Mom is falling and falling fast. In one of her ( Read more... )

Has life ever felt so empty to you? Have you ever felt so utterly and completely alone? It's like there's a pool of water climbing slowly until it covers my head. I know I should swim to the top, but I get so tired ( Read more... )

I'm home alone with Samuel right now. My dad is going to pick up my mom from the hospital and my aunt is picking the kids up from school. We're having a guest tonight. His name is Harry I think. A friend of my dad's. I guess he's buying one of my dad's cars ( Read more... )

I'm feeling kind of bad right now. My mom called last night and tried playing the guilt game with me. I'm so tired of it. And Scott's leaving for his senior trip so I won't hear from him for a few days. I'm tired of my family too. It's like they all expect me to breakdown or something. And if I'm not crying over the fact that my mom's a drunk ( Read more... )

You know what's sad? The only valentine I got, was from my dad. That was enough to make me hate Valentine's Day. No one even called or anything. Oh well...I guess I'll live. On to other things. I'm tired. Really tired. I stayed up until 2 in the morning reading and then had to get up at 7am with the kids for school. I saw The Notebook last ( Read more... )