I seem to be at a point in my life where I am lost.  The road ahead is veiled, and I really don't know how I got here.  I mean, I can recount the choices I've made....  Perhaps not knowing isn't what I have, but not understanding.  Yes, understanding is what I lack.  I've sort of been adhering to a very dangerous stratagem when actually making ( Read more... )

There are two sides to everything in this world, a light side and a d4rk s1de. The side that is readily apparent and the one usually best kept hidden. One can not exist without the other, for if it could we might all be a little more jolly. But, then how boaring life would be. I've found, too, that the order of my surroundings, or lack thereof ( Read more... )

Well, I went and did it.  I reenlisted.  I have four years left in the Army.  I can only hope that my experience at my next duty station will not make me rue the day that I reenlisted.  I'll be heading to Ft. Carson Colorado.  I didn't exactly reenlist for that duty station, but the branch manager wasn't being very helpful.  I put in a request for ( Read more... )

Is there something wrong with me?  Someone please tell me if there is.  Am I too honest, to easy to read?  Am I not experienced enough?  Should I go out and just be stupid for a while?  Maybe I'm too smart for my own good.  Too arrogant maybe?  Or do I just have a really bad sense of timing?  Is it because I've been alone forever that I only know ( Read more... )

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As with all of the major decisions in my life, the army just came to me one morning when I woke up.  And I can still say that I don't regret any of it.  In fact I can easily say that all of the decisions I have made in my life have come together to form the person I see in the mirror every morning.  I can also say that I am proud of the person I ( Read more... )

I think that I always start these off by saying that it has been a long time since last I posted. At least that's pretty much how it is when I'm not drunk that is. =) For some reason I just sort of let my interest drift around all the time. It keeps things interesting when I'm not doing the same thing all of the time. I suppose that's why I ( Read more... )

Ya know, I really don't like posting when I'm drunk, but I felt that tonight warranted a post because I don't think I'd be able to sleep otherwise. This place is fucking pissing me off. I have, for the last few weeks, regretted AIP'ing every single fucking day. This unit is under the boot of a guy who has a small dick for a 6' tall black dude. ( Read more... )

Now I'm not gona say that I'm the be all end all of EMB, cause that would be a lie. There are people there that are capable of keeping things running well, and the work force is improving. However, and this statement has been echoed by more than one person (if you know me I tend to exaggerate), I am the go to guy when it comes to fixing things. ( Read more... )

Friends are so busy these days, no time for writing. HEHE I think I'll break the long silence with a rant of sorts. I guess I'll start with the shortest part, work. It sucks, we have no personnel, my shop foreman is a power hungry fuck, and I work 60 hours a week. There done ( Read more... )