i just wanna say one thing..

.....NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS BETWEEN US FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES, I JUST WANT TO SAY, I AM TOTALLY ENJOYING THE HELL OUT OF EVERY MINUTE YOU ARE A PART OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

you know who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love SNIB

...im just gonna write untill the only girl thats meant to read this actually reads it, realizes its about her... gets my number.. calls me right away... and we live happily ever after ( Read more... )

at the top of my lungs i can only scream "no more." there is nothing left of me or whoever it is i used to be ( Read more... )

...this message is for you and only you, you know who you are ( Read more... )

...and then one day, the clouds opened and He said, "my child, life shall not be easy." decisions. a weight incapable of weighing here on earth beats on my rib cage and bears such heavy burden that i can no longer think straight. i hate this. I will remember nights like these for years after both you and i are gone from this world, and the light ( Read more... )

... this seemingly un-amendable sadness that lingers still in my heart clouds my vision... the weight of the burden upon my back soo immense that it must be the exact opposite of the phrase "im alright." I cant breathe anymore because now, to me the feeling of respiration is related to pain. Sleep is a child hood memory, a mere hobby ive given up ( Read more... )

.... all i can say right now is that i reallllly wanna write a girp like i always do... but i dont have to anymore cause i found a way to express everything i feel in one sentence.

.... right now i feel like a temporary high...

....holy shit ass, i cant believe im writing in this again. Im just seriously sooooo fuckin pissed at shit right about now that i gots to put it down. K so i get in these fuckin WORLD WAR III's with my parents all the time now because we both think the other one is wierd and its all fucked up. but im not really pissed at that because thats life ( Read more... )

by know i know you know how i feel about you... sometimes i almost kinda maybe know how you feel about me, but only when were alone together ( Read more... )

...i didnt ask for this. i dont understand whyyy this keeps happening ( Read more... )