“ I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly ( Read more... )

your heart is free, so have the courage to follow it.

the sooner you realize things will never be the same, the sooner you can move on.

anything worth doing, is worth over doing.

dance till you cant feel your legs. 

 
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 jonas brothers, rodeo, san antonio, keith, adventures, dancing, shots, school, tests, maps, papers to write, shopping, spring break, sleeping too much, yet not sleeping at all, third eye blind, over heartbreak, glad i have new friends, the old ones are crap, accomplishing tasks in little time, high heels, mac lipsticks, feeling pretty, turning 21 ( Read more... )

 
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 i need new friends.

among other things too.

"picture perfect memories
scattered all across the floor
reaching for the phone
i cant fight this anymore
and wonder if i ever cross your mind?
for me it happens all the time."

oh goodness winter break is over. classes start up again tomorrow! i have an 8am this year because i waited to sign up for classes, and of course ended up with a semi-shitty schedule. i'm kicking this semesters ass and hope to do really well and not drop any classes, i really don't need to i just need to get school over with!

my weight loss efforts ( Read more... )

i pretty much start out every entry with something to do with i need to type in my journal more. one of these days ill be typing in it more often ( Read more... )

it's a little early for this kind of post but 2009, what a year ( Read more... )

laying in my bed, my sociology notes on one half of my bed. loo bear sleeping takes up, well the other half. i will fit somewhere in between.

listening to my myspace play list, its full of my current fave. ohhh livejournal distracting me from studying for my test in the morning. i hope i will do okay, it will be fine.

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