dad died an hour after i left the hospice
drunk
future drunk
drunk for a while drunk
long term numb

i have reached a completely unfamiliar stage in life.

i feel a reinvention coming on.

smarter
wittier
happier

in 07

immmm in chicago!

if i were a fucking idiot i'd become an alcoholic. better yet if i were a HUGE idiot i'd become a junkie. unfortunately for me i am not, therefore i can not, because well even though i hate my life i just can't seem to give up on it. i don't have a god, but i do however have hope... so i just keep going hoping things will some day work themselves ( Read more... )

i need a mental vacation

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