Today, I went to the gym and lifed with Sammy. Afterward, showered, and took my poor broken bike to the shop. Then I went to Chem review session. It really helped. I talked on the phone to hot guy from class twice. We're definitely studying later, around 10. I'm nervous. We're studying at his place so we can smoke. I don't know if I'm going to...I ( Read more... )

This weekend was interesting. Mostly because I remember all of it. This is a rarity for me this year ( Read more... )

I work with this amazing girl. She reminds me of an old friend of mine, Pg. She's hyper, short, cubby, and energetic. She made my day at work so much better. We wore ridiculous hats and giggled all day ( Read more... )

Damnit ( Read more... )

The party was a huge success. Lots of people came. We made juice with 2 handles of Aristocrat...and it was all drank, I started giving out our alcohol. People brought their own beer too. It seemed like an obscene amount of alcohol was consumed ( Read more... )

My parents visited today, it was nice. They bought me curtains. They told me some really disturbing news about one my brother's best friends/an old family friend...he's in jail for something terrible. I can't write about (even though no one that reads this knows me in person, but still ( Read more... )

I remembered the recipe for happiness! That's too strong a word...maybe fufillment? Also too strong...perhaps appeasement? Okay..to make life bearable ( Read more... )

I can't bear how fucking depressed I am. I don't want to be in school. There's more to life. I can't make myself do work, I just don't care. I feel so burned out. I just find myself snapping at my roommates. Doing laundry is an impossible burden. Studying for a quiz is beyond comphrension. A debate in my next class causes a panic attack ( Read more... )

This I had one class with this kid last year. Out of nowhere he IMs me and asks to study. I end up taking a few shots and sleeping with him. It was really amazing, guilt-free, random sex. Ever since then we've IMed each other randomly, seen each other at parties, but never hooked up again ( Read more... )

I'm sick. When I'm in school, I'm sick something like 75% of the time. I have no energy to do anything. So I've sat inside all day. I managed to shower. I went outside once to get juice out of my car ( Read more... )