yeah thats right. ok this is the first "angry explosion" since the breakup, but i think that it has been long over due ( Read more... )

life gives me something really yummy and awesome. i get wicked excited, start eating, thinking "wow this is so nice that i get to have this" and then while im eating it the world says "oh yeah you like that? does that make you happy?" and i say "why yes, yes it sure does. very happy." and then the world says "great great. thats just great. ok now ( Read more... )

June had a problem. Her mind was a jumble of thoughts constantly cascading and twirling and disco-dancing. Some days, it seemed like the world had stopped spinning. She was having one of those moments currently. The reason that this caused such jumbled thinking was that when everything stops, all of your thoughts come crashing through all at once, ( Read more... )

The flies buzzed buzzed buzzed. A sucking noise was answered by a copious exhale of smoke from the mouth of June. She smoked too much. She had started smoking when she was 9 years old. Her mother had just passed out from doing too much smack, leaving her pack of Marlboro Red’s unattended, next to her stack of burnt aluminum foil, wasted lighters, ( Read more... )

well, there it is....it is finished....my career as a teacher is over.....and i am SO FUCKING ECSTATIC!!! over the top? maybe?

oh, and i would just like to say to one Sr. Maria Cirelllo, dean of education: You are a mean, MEAN, vindictive woman who is distraught over the fact that she sold her life away and does nothing but get jealous at those ( Read more... )

i felt the need to repost this

"Scientific research recently revealed evidence that female hormones are present in beer. A group of men ( Read more... )

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gonna stay 18 forever ( Read more... )

tripping on my shoelaces yet again

this is getting old.

i want summer back.

i want so many things back.

and yet, i am happy right now.

it is not the traditional happy.

but it is just as powerful and it is growing.

i just wish that my heart could catch up.

it has got a ways to go still.

le sigh................

i am a dancer of worlds. i have a purpose, not god given. god is not real to me, so i make my own magic. i know i am not of this world. in my mind, i see a world with no hate, with love and peace, a world made of gold. i am a dancer from this world. i am not a human. i am not a plant. i am the mountain, i am the ocean, i am the sky. i am something ( Read more... )