Good-bye Borders. It was cool working for you for like 2 years. I would have liked to stay but you couldn't get your finances straight ( Read more... )

I talk to my friends and ask for advice on everything hoping that someone will just tell me secret, but no one ever knows the secret to begin with.

I think i'm over Him until I get kind of drunk and think to myself "It would be so nice if He were here".

After like a month of just having an uber crush on Him and having nothing happen I'm just losing interest. GOOD.

So the other night we go the bar again. A few of us from work and school. I tell them how I had told Him about the place and he said it sounded cool and he wants to go there at some point. My friend texts in my phone what she thinks is a casual invite and in my drunkenness I do indeed send it. He responds back with "As cool and as fun as you made ( Read more... )

I go to the bar last night with friends ( Read more... )

I was trying to find a box cutter so I went through everyone's apron pockets, and all I found in His pockets were all the notes I wrote to help him when he first started. I figured he would have just thrown those out.

My friend non-nonchalantly invited Him over to her kind of house party, and for some reason He is apparently going. I fucking don't believe it, and am anxious as shit. Things could get awkward...

I never laughed so hard at work until today when I worked with Him.

I don't feel ugly. I don't feel fat.

I feel pretty. I feel attractive.