I wish that the last twelve hours of my life would just disappear. I was quite hurt by something that wasn't said, even after I stooped to begging, but the guilt that I feel for the discomfort caused by my attempts to ferret it out is at least as bad. In the end, the only thing at which I succeeded was to push further away the last person whom ( Read more... )

   I meant to be in bed over three and half hours ago, but now it's closing upon 4:00am, and sleep is about as far from my mind as is possible at this time in the morning. Can't believe that I allow Jordan to affect me like this. It's too late to do so now, but I think that I may get up early and run into work from Carrboro, since there's a ( Read more... )

Sunday, October 9th: Kings of Leon w/ The Like($20)

Sunday, October 16th: New Pornographers w/ Immaculate Machine ($15)

Sunday, October 23rd: The Bravery w/ VHS or Beta ($15)

Thursday, October 27th: Death Cab for Cutie w/ Stars ($20) @ Disco Rodeo

Monday, November 14th: LCD Soundsystem w/ The Juan MaClean ($15)

Saturday, November 26th: Dandy Warhols ( Read more... )

   How can I be so careful and thoughtful in what I say at times and at others so emotionally impulsive and awkward? What makes that self-control momentarily slip away?

   Last minute catering and scheduling problems are stressing me out - John's water heater had to leak all over their condo this of all weeks - and Jordan is making me feel like a rather worthless person. Everything in my life is so complicated right now; a bit of simplicity would be nice, and a day here in Raleigh hardly goes by without me ( Read more... )

   There's an 80% chance that by tomorrow afternoon I'll have my first car, a paprika red 2002 Mercedes CL230 coupe identical to the one pictured below. I'm thrilled, but I know there's at least one person who will be shaking her head and laughing when she reads this. Since I have to save up money for all of the payments that I'll have to make ( Read more... )

1) Hot chocolate
2) Crooked smiles
3) Winter coats
4) Piles of leaves
5) Wrapping paper
6) French cuffs
7) London in December
8) Brandy butter
9) Window displays
10) Leather sofas
11) Blushing
12) Mango sorbet
13) Sheepskin rugs
14) Hidden notes
15) Paper lanterns
16) High ceilings
17) Leather boots
18) Watching her sleep
19) Sea-salted caramels
20 ( Read more... )

   Painting my new room tomorrow, or, well, masking and putting down a coat of primer before doing the actual painting over the weekend. It's going to be a rather busy weekend with my annual USSF recertification clinic and Super Y League assignments on Sunday on top of all of the painting. Looks as if I'll be back at Lantern - again - on Tuesday ( Read more... )

   I got a job, bitches! Office Assistant in the good old Department of Art. We'll see what the pay's like, but I'm taking it irregardless of that, because it has good full-time hours, is on campus, and doesn't start until after I get back from Baltimore.

   I graduated summa cum laude from Carolina with a 3.803 GPA and a double-major in Art History and Geography, receiving the Undergraduate Prize in Art History for my primary major and having maintained a perfect grade point average in the other. I was a member of Phi Beta Kappa and served on the Chancellor's Committee on Buildings and Grounds and ( Read more... )