Important doctor's appointment tommorrow ( Read more... )

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I made my decision a while ago, but it was finally put on paper last week. I will NOT, repeat NOT be reenlisting, transfering, augmenting to an officer program or any such nonsense. I will however be doing the following ( Read more... )

"I have too much to lose,"

she said, "if I cross that line."

"Like what?" I said. She

could not think of

anything that day so she

said she'd get back to me.

Since then I've been

thinking what I would

lose if I crossed my

line & I haven't come

up with anything either.

There is always another

line somewhere.

Do you know what I hate?
I hate knowing nothing and everything at the same time.
If that makes any sense...

Still in Colorado for the time being. Nice resort. Limited internet.
Lots of extended family. Can't wait to come home.

This place is really beautiful though, if a little boring. My god, I haven't had a drink in 4 days....

In my dream,
the angel shrugged
& said, If we
fail this time, it
will be a failure of
imagination

& then she placed the world
gently in the palm of my hand.

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