i'd be so much happier if he would listen to his friends and dump me..

maybe i made the wrong choice... i wish i didn't have to make choices... why am i still wanting to break free?

i'm happy. i just really can't stand how a tiny bit of me still is screaming. maybe it's the pills. maybe it's something else. fuck. i dont know. i'm just going along. i'm in love. i'm about to get my greatest wish ever. so why do i search my body and mind constantly for a reason to leave.. i want to paint again. badly.. no time though.. no excuse ( Read more... )

life.

peace.

he called me hunnybunny. i nearly cried from happiness.

:sigh: i love him

no internet for four days so far.. and most likely wont have it again until friday. damn.

idk if i can go to you when it ends..

i should.. i want to..

but i dont want to give up and give in so easy.. i dont want to be that little girl..

idk if i can deal with what they'd say if they knew i was with ya again..

why am i always just another lost little girl?

15 days until my birthday ( Read more... )

so after about a momth.. i'm not single. sadly, it seems i can't fucntion well at all single. too much of a fucking sub :(.. :sigh: oh well. lets hope this can go well now.

I'm single.