my family is expanding. and lastnight was the first time i noticed it.
i went to perry to visit my little brother and my dad. he has a new girlfriend. and she has two kids. i loved them all. this is the first time i actually approve of a girlfriend and her kids. usually the kids are douche bags. but this time is different. they are tightt.
my phone was ran over lastnight. i have to pay 400 dollars for a new one today, that no one even fucking calls anymore. the only thing that kept me from breaking down again this morning;
i'm so sick of just beating around the bush. he has to get the point by now, right? why isn't he making any effort back... :'[ i'm tired and i'm cranky. and i wish i could just tell him how i feel.