I haven't written in this is sooo long. I've just been so busy and most of the time I want to talk about what's going on I turn around and tell myself "they don't need to know ( Read more... )

Some say you love a person when they are the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and the first thing on your mind when you wake up. Some say that you're in love when they're all you think about and you smile every time you hear or say their name. When everything reminds you of them and all you want to do is be there for them. When ( Read more... )

I've never felt like this, this strongly. I don't ever want this feeling to stop, end. I would do anything for you. I would give my heart for you ( Read more... )

I'd like to say, that you're my only fear. And when I dream it slowly disappears. And when I wake, I'm right here by your side to feel your heart beat in and out of time ( Read more... )

You have seen me in one of my worst times. Held me in your arms as I cried. I only wish that if, god forbid, something happened in your life, I could be there to hold your hand, and wipe away your tears. And you don't know it but those two times I had to say goodbye to you were also two of my worst times. I actually dread that word now. And I can't ( Read more... )

My mom had brain surgery to remove a cancerous tumor on Christmas Eve. She cried when I whispered "I love you" in her ear when we got to see her after it. I now tell her I love you when she says it to me instead of being silent or mumbling something that sounds like I said it. I'm ashamed of myself for having it take this to realize I should tell ( Read more... )

My second oldest brother, Bobby, has decided to join the Army. I'm not happy about this at all. I told him not to, I told him don't do it, I told him I love him - the family loves him. He was going to be a Military Officer but not he's going to fly planes for them instead. I'm scared. Really scared. We almost lost Bobby in a car accident a few ( Read more... )

This morning you yell at me about applying myself to school and make me almost cry because you can hear me talking but aren't listening to what I'm saying. I tell you that I put my homework in a place I never have so I forgot about it and assumed it was where it usually is. When I'm at Kayla's and about to go do it and realize I don't have it I ( Read more... )

For the past few nights I've been having dreams. Dreams in which I've been betrayed and/or saddened by someone I love. I took a nap earlier and woke up crying because I was crying in my dream. Well, I guess if they make me cry they're more of a nightmare then a dream.

In one dream my friend was harming my little brother and during the chase after ( Read more... )

You have no idea what you do to me.

When I'm near you everything is perfect.
When I kiss you everything feels right.
When I see your hand reach out for mine I don't feel alone.
When I'm with you I feel like summer.

When you're gone everything is dull.
Without your warmth I'm so cold, inside and out.
Without a reply I feel devastated.
And when you leave, ( Read more... )