I really don't update much. I heard a song today, that absolutely touched my heart. I am not a huge country fan, but if I cannot find anythign to listen to, I switch to country. I heard Rascal Flatts "SKIN" on the radio and I was so amazed! Beautiful song. Made me tear up ( Read more... )

Let's see, so much has been going on lately. Me and Jason are on/off lately--but we are currently on lol. We are just trying to get through my treatment, b/c I am a royal *itch :-) Literally, I got 3 months left of treatment, and I cannot wait till I'm done. Hot flashes that keep me up all night (no joke), mood swings, crying, blah blah blah. So ( Read more... )

Pardon me for a moment ( Read more... )

I do not watch the news anymore, because it really upsets me. But I went to msnbc.com today and saw the aftermath of Katrina. I am speechless. I could not imagine how I would deal with no where to go and fear for my life. I need to find a donation truck...anything can help ( Read more... )

Whew. I know--it's been awhile. Just busy busy busy. Work is going great, I am so happy I made the change! I would do it again in a heartbeat.

I just feel like things are getting better... slowly, but surely. One thing at a time... and I'm very grateful.

I'm at work right now, so I'm going to back date to an old survery and post it now. :-)XOXO

Jason went up to Virginia this weekend to meet his real dad--how amazing! I was so happy for him, and even more happy when I found out that everything went so well. :-) He is on the way home now, so I have completely cleaned our apartment and put a roast and veggies in the slow cooker! :-) I get to meet his dad in two weeks ( Read more... )

I am so sad right now. I feel incredible empty, just out of plan--lost. I no longer have a friend to call and just talk to... tell my problem to. I dont have anyone to call up and go out with. It is me. Just me, and for once, no matter how many people are surrounding me, that is how i feel. How painful. I don't know what to do. I mean. I have ( Read more... )

Headache ( Read more... )

::sigh:: I try so hard to be happy all the time, and be positive...so why don't it work? I'll let you figure that one out ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm not far into my Lupron Depot treatment, but already, so I know I might regret it while I'm going through it. My short term memory is getting bad. Usually I can remember a lot. But it is so embarassing for someone to tell me something, and I go to respond and I already forgot what they said. How awful is that ( Read more... )