blood

[haikai]

I love the ache of cutting myself, it stops my tears, but it doesn't, because i'm so lost right now. i don't know what I can do baby, i'm not enough you're not enough what is there to do. so while the blood runs down my forearm and it hurts i'm going to cry, thats what I'll do.

Comments

[entropicjames]

Feeling better now?

[haikai]

no, freakin done it again since. I dunno how i picked it up all of a sudden. not a very becoming trait. shit is getting more and more out of hand with this girl but I did figure out why I get into and stick with relationships like this. Its great for finding traits I need to change, becoming more flexable and understanding, hell I now have a TON of material to use my NLP exercises on LOL

apathy

[element00]

is great isn't it? .. ever tried a form of buddhism :)? life is suffering why not choose the middle path?