pics of me and alyssa :D go to yeux_lumineux1 lj

alyssa is amazing

tonight my mom took me and alex to the less than jake concert. i tried bumming some cigs outside in line and a guy traded me 3 smokes for my jacekt. then when i finished those i bummed a couple more inside. then i ran into chlsea and alli and omfg is chelsea gorgeous. we hung out and waited for the shitty bands to be over with(except for allister) ( Read more... )

thing are gonna change, i can feel it.

yesterday was real fun. i went to mickey's and chilled with her and danny for the first time in over a month. we wathced cartoons, then aaron came over. we smoked some hookah which was pretty fun. then we got a pizza and some smokes. iwent home and had a therapy appointment. i talked on the phone with alyssa for a few hours which was pretty ( Read more... )

well yesterday was the most fun i've had in a very long time. i went to kelsey's around 2:30. we pierced my ear. then we layed in her bed and watched elf. we both fell asleep ;) it was so cute. we then did my makeup like a little emo boy. then we listened to music and just chilled in her bed and talked for a couple of hours. it was awesome. i went ( Read more... )

ive done some soul searching the last few days. i apologize to you amanda, i screwed up, i pinned it on you, but it's my fault, not yours. calling you nmes isnt gonna help. i apologize. i want to earn some respect back. i apologize to all my friends whom i've hurt in the past. i changed. i didn't change on purpose, but i have changed. if i can win ( Read more... )

i finally found someone else

teenage angst

im non-existent