Right now I just want to scream. I love my child. I like being a stay st home mom. I just wish husbands could understand that the day doesnt happen on a schedule just because u want it to. I wish the "well why didn't you" comments would disappear. He's supposed to be a fucking hero cause he did the dishes and put the baby to bed but what I do ( Read more... )

I easily feel guilty when I realize I didn't do something perfectly; especially when I don't do it perfectly on purpose ( Read more... )

So looking into starting my own blog. But then I think, who would read it? And then I think, what a vulnerable thing I am thinking of doing. Talking about your feelings as your journeying in learning is really putting yourself out there. What if I want to get a job one day?

Man, I've known for years that I am not a fan of Big Business. But now, they make me angry. I feel duped. Completely believing the lies that I've been told through all the propaganda about what's healthy and good to eat ( Read more... )

Been dying to write. So many thoughts flying through my head. I'd love to get them organized but I think even writing them down its a big spaghetti mess of intertwined ideas. My husband just blinks at me sometimes when I talk. Sometimes its funny...sometimes its really annoying ( Read more... )

I actually forgot for awhile that this place existed. I felt like writing things down the other day and realized, "Oh yah, Live Journal." I got swept up in the Facebook craze. It's been great getting back in touch with people there. Facebook does have an illusion of connection because you feel like you are still in someone's life by reading their ( Read more... )

I still haven't made up my mind about South Africa. I have been thinking about it a lot, but trying to allow myself to take a break, too ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. On my own of sorts. It's been a really long time since I have just said, "Hi, this is K-------" It's always, Hi this is K------- with the Covenant Players ( Read more... )

So here I am back in Maryland. I like it here on the East Coast. We are struggling to get in touch with anyone at the moment, but I think it is because we are not calling people enough. We really need to get caught up in PR. We have been working on a number of plays and doing a lot of rehearsal for our performing ( Read more... )

I am currently in the middle of driving across the country. I started last night with the guy I was touring with and made it to Chicago this morning. He is with his brother in Chicago and now I am in Indiana, on my way to stay in Peabody, KS for the night. Tomorrow I begin the trek out to California, with a short stop in Broken Arrow to visit with ( Read more... )