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life has been good the past month, abnormally good. but i think after such a terrible summer that things need to start looking up. i mean, they can't fall down anymore than they have. and its an over all feeling. its a huge wave of relief, happiness, of whatever thats infecting everyone i know. thats bringing back to life what was left of things, ( Read more... )

i've needed to see that band more than anything. and last night i ran into a lot of old friends, it was nice. if you went, i hope you had a blast :].

sorry for complaining, but everything feels so wrong. everythings felt so wrong.. for weeks, for months. i can't remember the last time i was actually happy.
and i wish i could gte out of this. i wish i could move on fromthis. this whatever, this depression, this rut. this fcking hole that i just can't seem to get out of. fuck.

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you're looking at the newest brighams employee. its pretty much the only thing i've got going for me right now, besides 376 research papers and pounds upon pounds of homework. i'm not going to saves the day anymore, unless some amazing random friend pops out of nowhere and offers to go with me. sweet.

HEY! HEY SCHOOL!! eat shit :).

EDIT*also, i just made this two seconds ago, at like 740. because i would do anything to delay homework. annndd its pretty cuteee i think bahahah.

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i don't want anything to do with you ever again. everytime you open your mouth, you make me feel like shit. just please, please leave me alone. i don't talk shit about you, i don't even talk to you. theres no need to be mean, no need to be anything. so please. just stop, just leave me alone.

"You're thinking too much about this choice. It's not the end of the world if you're wrong, and in fact there's no way to tell which choice is wrong without trying each option out. Test the water and then plunge in. No looking back." that was my horoscope for today. i posted it here because well, sometimes its just weird how accurate they can be. ( Read more... )

blahblahblah, i don't care anymore. no point in caring about unimportant things or people that will bring me down. its just a waste of time && energy. live life for now, have fun, be happy no matter what ( Read more... )