i really have no idea what this post is going to be about.. i have an absolutely crazy life. and i really just want someone to come over and laugh with me. so i can avoid studying. really really really. K BYE!!

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whenever i get this down i just try to tell myself "well atleast i'm alive." because its true. atleast i'm alive ( Read more... )

i just wish i could scream and cry and yell as loudly as i wanted. and kkick and punch and scratch anyone or anything around me. i'm so fucking frustrated and i just want to break down. i'm tired of standing up and being who i;m supposed to be. i want to lay down and be anyone else. i'm tired of trying to make sense or trying to fix things or just ( Read more... )

i'm in love with the three most amazing people. the three people i can count on to never let me down. the three people who know me better than anyone else.
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biting keeps your words at bay. tending to the sores that stay, happiness is just a gash away. when i open a familiar scar pain goes shooting like a star, comfort hasn't failed to follow so far. and you might say it's self-indulgent, you might say its self-destructive. but, you see, it's more productive than if i were to be healthy. and pens and ( Read more... )

i don't care.

would you just stay with me?
stay with you? what for? look at us, we are already fighting.well that's what we do. we fight. you tell me when i'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and i tell you when you're being a pain in the ass. which you are, 99% of the time. i'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. you have like a two second rebound rate and you're ( Read more... )

fiiirssst of all; HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY RON, I LOVE YOU GIRL ( Read more... )

don't believe in anyone but yourself, don't rely on anyone but yourself.
viva la independence!