sifang jiu deng ni lai.

[hailsquishface]

i never went back to sleep, which provokes the question, "hey ames, what'ya doin' up still??" why, i'll tell you, inquisitive imagination of mine.
grandma passed away today.
it feels ridiculous that i couldn't be there with her during her final moments of life. kathy needed me to come in the afternoon for a couple of hours, so i reluctantly did. as i

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[messie_nessie]

Aww Mo Im so sorry to hear about your grandma. I wish I could have been there to help you feel a bit better, since you and Lee were there for me when my dad died. Its good to know that you had good people around though.

Call me if you need to talk and for some odd reason you cant seem to get ahold of anyone else. My number is 716-866-7456. Its a new number, and a Cingular one, so perchaps we can chat for free.

Take it easy.

Oh, and I would love to know what the psychic said.

[hailsquishface]

i know you'd be here if you could, but buffalo beckons for the vanessa.
but thank you. i shall give you a ring if ever i need to. (and it is free!!) now me and dustin aren't the only ones with cingular. holla.
the psychic (hahaha, physic) said many things.
she told my friend, jenn, should would move out soon. she also told her that she was involved with two fair-haired boys and then went on to describe them perfectly.
she told me there's a dark-haired boy who cares very deeply for me, but is not my soul mate. she told me i'll be going on a trip soon. she also told me my grandmother was going to pass on very peacefully.
she said a lot more, but that's the general idea.

[good_joojoo]

It is very sad, I know how close you were with her, and she seemed cool. I'm sorry amy.
(2 Hugs)
(okay 3)

[hailsquishface]

:)

[farstrae]

I'm so sorry to hear that Amy. Isn't that strange that my Grandpa just passed away and then your Grandma does? I hate this death shit. I still haven't even gotten over it, but this isn't about me. If you need me, you know how to get ahold of me.

Love you

[hailsquishface]

it takes time and is never easy. you probably will never get over it. what you will do is replace your sadness and anger with his dead with the cherished memories and love you had for him. it happens in bits and pieces, mostly without you knowing it.
i know how to get ahold of you, indeed. i shall soon.
love you, too.

[farstrae]

You are so sweet....

on a lighter note, I got the new Evanesnce and Skillet CD. Now we NEED to get together and have a music party... no, not a sexy party, a music party
:-P
♥