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haily

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Dec 10, 2001 18:58

Well, I'm not going to be writing in this journal anymore because I guess it just makes Amy's parents hate me more and more, so whatever. What really gets me is that Amy's mom didnt even take the chance to get to know me, and she just began to hate me. Never once did she sit down and talk with me. I was always scared that she hated me, which was ( Read more... )

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hailski, its alison anonymous December 11 2001, 17:40:36 UTC

hunny u dont even know how much u mean to me. when i first met u in 7th grade i knew we'd be fast friends. we've had our fights, but we still have a bond that u dont have w/anyone else. u are a really great person inside and i love that about u. u can always make me laugh, and we can be big nerds when we're together. i think that inside, u know that u pretty much rock. u are a strong, independent thinker and u know that a lot of ppl care and they are here for u. i want u to know that if u EVER need me, that u should call me. i'll always be home for u, and i'll even stay home from school and talk if i have to, just plz...know that i am always here for u!!!

love u
alison

Re: to alison wis haily December 12 2001, 20:01:08 UTC

alison, i really always loved how you really didnt care what other people thought, you always continued to be yourself no matter what the cost was. And i always wished I could just once in my life, just stay myself, but I guess I'm such a good actress, that I've become so many different people, I dont even know who I am anymore. stay who you are always, your a true person.. stay that way

love ,

Haily

please dont let this be the end germankatie December 12 2001, 18:54:04 UTC

wow haily -- honest to god, out of all our "deep" entries we throw in here once in awhile, urs touched me. to my heart. u always seem to know how to put in to words what im feeling and i can just connect when i read ur words. but i know how u feel im always so insecure, and i know EVERYONE hates when i use the f-a-t word or the u-g-l-y to describe myself. but i am lost. since ive gotten to high school, my morals have been all switched around. doing things that at a time i was so against have made me think and reconsider my train of thought. its almost like i wanna kling to my innocent childhood, but cant because im surrounded by temptation to rebel. haily, i know that as a kid befoe u went to "fat camp" (ahahahahaha remember...) that u were made fun of for being chubby and i was too and that always made me frusterated and self consious.... haily, if this makes sense at all, i know what u are going through. i pray to god too that i will magically lose 60 lbs over night or suddenly have the face of a goddess... but haily i ( ... )

Re: To Katie haily December 12 2001, 19:56:09 UTC

you'll never understand how much that comment you just made meant to me. I've always tried to think of what other people want, and I've always tried to make other people happy so much, that I've forgotten what it's like to do something for myself. And by just that comment, you've helped me realize how other people might feel. I guess, I cant always think of all of my problems, and Oh me oh my, ya' know, I'm depressed Amy's mom doesnt like me wahh wahh wahh.. who cares anymore, thing are going to get alot worse, why cry over all of the petty stuff that doesnt really matter? You always could turn my frown upside down katie! Your a wonderful and beautiful person, I dont care if you dont believe me or not, I always have and I always will think that you are such an amazing person! Never loose that! Stay strong, and Be yourself... you never had a problem with that! Love you! Haily

anonymous December 13 2001, 16:05:35 UTC

hails, it's mcginn. where do i begin? you and i used to be so close, and now i feel as if i barely know you. but, after i read this entry, i felt so close to you and i wanted to seriously run to your house and give you a HUGE hug. hails, i think you know this by now but you are a beautiful and an all around great person! you, like alannah, are an intelligent person who just needs motivation to succeed. you are nice, funny, beautiful, popular, and so many other things that you should not even be doubting yourself! even though you may have lost sight of who you want to be, you have so much potential and life ahead of you that you'll find out when you're ready. you have so many people that care and love you to death; people who would do anything to make you happy like you would do anything in your power to make them happy. you are a beautiful person, inside and out, and don't you dare let anyone convince you otherwise. you are not "lost" or "bad" just misunderstood. you need to figure out what you want in life and not give up ( ... )

Re: TO MCGINN!! I LOVE YOU!! hahaha haily December 16 2001, 16:42:24 UTC

ahhh Katie Katie Katie~

you are just about the sweetest cupcake around!! You could always find the good in people, and you would always help a friend out in need, you were always there when I had nowhere to go... we played the sims, and we made fun of Peter Swan and put salt in his drink...only to realize that we were the only ones drinking it... (haha good times) And it does suck that were not close anymore because your such a good listener, you never stopped giving the best advice, and you've always stayed sweet, no matter what the situation is!!! I always wished that quality would rub off on me, and in some sense, hopefully, it has.. and right there proves you are such a wonderful person with so much life ahead of themselfs!! Stay the same beautiful, intellegent, and classy girl, you are and always will be! I love ya' McGinn, you must know that!!!!

luv always,

Haily

aaww all these comments are bringing me down...... kircherslife December 14 2001, 11:48:01 UTC

haily, Hey hun....yeah so ever since i herd ppl talking about you getting in trouble or w/e i as like okay i am going to read your journals cause normally i don't ( ... )

Re: aaww all these comments are bringing me down...... haily December 16 2001, 16:34:21 UTC

hey kirch~

haha.. you are a very cute little person.. I love it when you say whats on your mind, when its on your mind, and I love how you just dont care!! I know it sucks that were not close anymore, and yes, I plan on changing that. And I have realized that alot of people's lifes are way worse than mine, and I should stop complaining because its never as bad as alot of other people, and you've helped me just now, realize that, thanks for caring!

luv,

Haily