Well, I'm not going to be writing in this journal anymore because I guess it just makes Amy's parents hate me more and more, so whatever. What really gets me is that Amy's mom didnt even take the chance to get to know me, and she just began to hate me. Never once did she sit down and talk with me. I was always scared that she hated me, which was ( Read more... )

Alright, So Amy's step-whatever came to my house and Talked to my dad about how i "smoke pot" which isnt the case. They dont even understnd how much harder they've just made my life by doing that to me. Why is it that whenever I'm at any high point in my life, it always seems to come crashing down and shitting in my face. I'm never going to be ( Read more... )

ATTENTION ALL ATENTTION ALL!!! I AM STARTING THE MONICA'S TICKET FUND SO, IF ALL OF YOU COULD DONATE ASAP.. THAT WOULD BE GREAT..Anywhoo! Monica is getting a job at Mcdonalds with me if the whole fund thing doesnt work out.. that would be pimp.. hahaha. Speaking of working..I had to work this morning 7am-10am. Actually 10:15!!!! I was pretty upset ( Read more... )

Yeah that really happened.. my whole body was sweating like mad when i got up from tanning.. and i went in for 20 minutes now i look like an african.. haha. My sister is missing.. I dont know where she is... and .. my mom is yelling at me because, i dont know where she is.. hmm interesting concept dont you agree? Well, I am bored the shit cakes ( Read more... )

UGH!

WORKThats what my whole fricken life is based on.. I hate work.. its so boring and gay, and people get sooo pissy with you because they KNOW you cant bitch back, and it pisses me off, especially since, all of you that know me pretty well, I dont let people walk all over me and yell at me without me yelling back, ESPECIALLY if it's people that ( Read more... )

What up G's?

Nuttin' here really.. me and alannah got in 2 fights this week, but i guess were on solid ground at the moment. . you know how it is.. haha ( Read more... )

What up G's and lady thugs ( Read more... )

I thought I'd just brighten up this journal, since someone is being gay. God knows who.. but god doesnt care either. Haha. Today was a pretty good day.. nothing bad happened.. but nothing good happened.. so i guess that makes this day an OK day. I am having a pretty interesting conversation with Laura right now.. I SUPPOSE I'll let you see it ( Read more... )

Put your hands together for... Haily Lag Ya'll. Haha. just playin' G's ( Read more... )

Damn im stressed out~

I have so many things wrong with me i cant even handle it. I'm going fricken nuts. My parents think that i should "find god." I know, I've been trying to find him, I lost him sometime in between when he let my mom have a miscarriage and i started cutting myself.. i dunno.. somewhere in between there. I'm done with that ( Read more... )