as i was walking to my class this morning, a woman was walking her dog in front of me. it was a brown puppy with long fur and it was skipping and frolicking. it made me smile

crying myself to sleep

im trying to stay positive through this. it's just so hard. so much is going on and there's nothing i can do about it. i just want things to be ok. = (

on another note, something happened last night that freaked me the fuck out. i thought i was going to have to make an emergency trip to the doctor. im not sure if everything is back to being "ok" with that yet. i might have to go to the doctor, and im scared ( Read more... )

"Love is wierd, you know that? Only when you fear things have gotten out of hand, do you realize that the only reason life is like this is because love is so powerful ( Read more... )

just b/c im procrastinating packing...

i forgot to bring wicket with me to krystina's last night, i remembered as we were going to bed. it made me really upset that i forgot him. :(

im sitting in bed watching "Everybody Loves Raymond" and it is an episode where raymond asks robert for advice on what to give debra. robert says a first edition of "To Kill a Mockingbird" and it made debra cry. then after the sentimental moment that debra bestows upon raymond, frank says "you know, i kiled a bird one." it made me laugh, not only ( Read more... )

i hate when i try to have a decent conversation with someone and all they can do is think about the next thing that they are going to say to contradict me. it's so aggrivating. i mean,i was trying to discuss a problem with someone and all they could do was contradict me, not listen to me, and then about 2 minutes later after the conversation ended ( Read more... )

i just felt like writing in this because i am bored and am sitting at the pods in the library. butttt, i only have one thing to say ( Read more... )

mike and i are back together. =)