Well gosh, I haven't updated here since over a year ago when I needed to bitch. Am I bitching this time? Naw, I decided to put something up that doesn't require bitching ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I feel like I'm doing the right thing to help something I end up thinking that what I'm doing is all wrong? This morning my little betta Edwin passed away after I left to go down to school for a Professional Development day. I figured the best thing for the little guy was to put him in a medical bowl in a warm area because he ( Read more... )

Even though Travis will probably never see this, I'm still urged to just put down every happy memory of our relationship...in hopes that if he does see this, he can get a smile. That's all. No other intentions.


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"We try to get inside the other person to pinpoint his or her attitudes, emotions, motivations, abilities, ideas, perceptions, and traits. Although research suggest that our methods for assessing other's feelings and behaviors are usually quite imprecise, we sometimes behave as if we can accomplish this difficult maneuver almost instantaneously-- ( Read more... )

Well because Travis has decided to treat me like shit in the end and not take the responsibility to go by those words he told me when we broke up (or even wish me a happy birthday), Amber was nice enough to give me a list of songs to help. We've both agreed that his behavior is new and he's not the Travis we both knew last year. It sucks, but I ( Read more... )

So I had a delicious breakfast this morning: cheesy scrambled eggs with bacon and orange juice. It was amazing! Well...it wasn't really a breakfast though...it was more like a lunch because I woke up just before 1:00 this afternoon haha. But I'm calling it breakfast anyway ( Read more... )

So, I ended up finding a few pictures I had manipulated that represented some personalities that I talked about with my counselor Kyle back when I was last in this weird state of happiness and depression...going back and forth. I ended up remembering that I had finally figured out the remaining two last semester and I decided to finish the small ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting here, in Travis' room doing homework. Oh yea, school's started back up by the way and Travis lives in the newest dorm. Anyway, so, Travis and I are in here, doing stuff: Travis, playing Oblivion, me, working on homework. Well, the girls from across the hall constantly keep coming over and asking for the weirdest stuff (they're ( Read more... )

Well, I figured I'd update this since summer is half way over ( Read more... )

I feel bad for only updating this thing with less than happy things in my life. So, sorry about making this whole journal look so extremely emo, I'm really not, I swear...I'm just emotional over silly things about myself ( Read more... )