Ever have one of those days where you just know the shit is going to hit the fan and you can't do a thing to stop it? Ever had a week like that? I haven't yet but I have the looming feeling that this is going to be it. Loans, jobs, a change of schools(again), bad luck, and one hell of a life altering choice loom over my head this week. No ( Read more... )

It's hard to get bad news, always. It's worst to get bad news about someone from your past. A friend that I was close to is back in rehab again. James was the one that first took me surfing, the one who was to blame for me getting laid for the first time, I've played wingman for him more times then I can count. I got the news from his sister. ( Read more... )

Drinking as always and just chilling outside where it is nice and cool with Dan(my roommate) and Mike(One of my new friends) talking something came up about drugs... Now I know where this is going but hear me out. First off Mike is very smart, something like a 1400 on his SATs and has an encyclopedic knowledge of drugs, and Dan is just fun. So ( Read more... )

Wandering around the interwebz my browser somehow put me here so why not type something. I miss people, the coop, tally, hell even my family at times(when I'm hungry mainly). School brings me less joy then ever, the only break I get is to surf and the waves have been more then lacking the past week. Don't really know but I think I might be ( Read more... )

being dead from 4 till 9:30 and unable to stop to breath between 9:31 to 10:45, note the restaurant closes at 10 ( Read more... )

The tittle says it all, i am tired. Spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically worn to hell. It's hard for me to smile or laugh with out a part of my heart feeling like it's on fire. I switch from rage to near tears in a few seconds. I am spent. I wish I could rest but I'm having a harder time then ever with all this shit. I'm sick of ( Read more... )

I know it's not like me, and I know I'm being a nerd but yeah, fuck you. Not this summer but next summer I have the intention of marching a Division One DCI drum corp. I intend to start back with my trombone and once I get the funds, rent a Euphonium. Going for Blue Devils will take a ton of practice but I think it will be fun for one last ( Read more... )

The post yesterday was about posting again to Live Journal, not about being in da Coop. And I am currently pissed off about the fact that I think I need a new alternator.

Distant to the end,
Gordon

Well looks like I've some how found my way back to this dam place. Be it either fighting with some of my oldest friends and more then likely loosing them, or the fact that my best laid plans to get the hell out of this place fell through, or maybe fact that I feel kinda like ass, or even all of the above but it looks like I can't really get away, ( Read more... )

Be it momentous or not i can't choose any more, i'll be home friday.