Its been years since i have been on here, and well i miss it but i dont?? But i guess i should start from the begining...dave messed up a long time ago with what he really wants in life and chased after something that only he himself knew nothing for himself....aka i couldnt love, because for the longest time i could not love myself. Now that i ( Read more... )

its more the a prospect now :) just to put it in a sense lol how about i say we are getting closer and i really like him :) so we shall see :)

So yeah, update because im bored lol But work has been killer, working too much and getting shit for being tired and always myself i guess, bartending is fun as hell!!! Love it!! Meet a lot of fun people :) Had a relationship that lasted a week and a half, didn tfeel comfortable so i kind of ended it, feel like an ass for it....But new prospect ( Read more... )

Looks as if i am in a predicament again ( Read more... )

Yeah, i have strep throat right now, and it sucks balls. I am going to my doctor friday to see if i can get my tonsils out once and for all. I have been trying to make amends with friends who i was becomign bad terms on, and i have yet to hit the big one. I kind of dont want to because, no matter how many times i brough it up before, this person ( Read more... )

You know what truly gets me down sometimes? Just the fact that i have to choose. Im already indecisive and when it comes to deciding where to go, who to hang out with, what to do when hanging out, and wha ti could be misisng if i was somewhere else....it seems to be that no matter what i do, someone is upset, then i feel bad. I lose friends, i ( Read more... )

So i dont really remember what i wrote last time so i cant really inform you wha thas happened besides a break up, a spending spree of retail therapy lol, working nonstop, turning 20 and being OLD! And being stood up on multiple dates. Oh well thus is life. I have been thinking as of late, something needs to change about me, but what i am ( Read more... )

So right now i am exhausted, ran 5 miles and tomarrow morning i am working out, i feel so much better if i would do this more often. Right nowi am liking where i am, established with friends, family, and a wonderful bf :) And now i am thinking me gettign into MSU is going to be easier then expected!! Ugh i just cant wait till this weekend! James ( Read more... )

Its been a while since i have updated. Well basically i have been working, hanging out with friends (not enough times though) and well new investments :) I am goign to OCC soon for classes and i am trying to transfer to OU but i asked my mom if she wants em to stay home as much as i do and i told her that i am used to the liberties and the ( Read more... )

So its been...AGES since i ahve updated and not much but work, friends, and bf have been happening. Right now i miss my bf matty UNCONTROLLABLY! I swear i am going insnae and he isnt comign back till a week from this saturday, ugh! I guess it will brign us closer in the end =) My job is alright kind of boring and slow but hey it gets me money ( Read more... )