Thoughts on being human and a fangirl & real life update (kind of)

[hakucchan]

Hi there~
Does anyone even remember about me...?Aaaand once again it's been quite a long time since my last update ^_

Comments

[rorychan]

Awwww, *hugs*

Words can definitely hurt worse than anything else. Some people can make fandom feel unpleasant and not nice. :/ It makes me upset.

I wish you luck on your exchange.

[hakucchan]

I think it's more the fact that it came from someone who was close to me that affected me so much. I don't think it would have been that painful if it had been from a "random" person. But yeah, it's never nice when sometimes unfortunately you stumble across a comment that make you cringe...

Thank you :D

[mrsyamada]

i can relate to your post so much <3 I've had the same feelings about fandom and just life in general myself~ so i know how you feel sort of. I follow you on twitter but i have a locked account, if you wanna follow me back and talk about johnny's i will gladly send you my twitter name by PM :3

[hakucchan]

Sure!! Let's flail together! :D
And thank you for your comment!

[mrsyamada]

no problem :3

<3

[sewitches]

Oh Ｎちゃん! You just made me teary.
First of all:
I really miss you!!! It's been ages we last spoke! I miss it so much. I just....miss you. I don't know what are the things which are troubling you, but I hope we can talk again and maybe we both can become more positive and happy :) Well, only if you want ;) But I will hunt you the rest of your life :D muhahaha

Secondly. People on internet can be very very mean. And it is hard to not to take it to heart. Especially if it's something you believe in. But I know that you are strong enough to overcome it and not let anyone or anything destroy your joy of writing posts, or subbing, or fangirling. Because you helped so many of us, like you mentioned in your post. Believe in yourself. Be confident. Because you are an awesome person. You just are! :D

And thirdly. I wish you the best luck in Osaka!!! Looking forward to your photos and stories!

Re: <3

[hakucchan]

Oops sorry :p

No seriously, I mean it. I know it's easy to just write that now and I would totally understand if you're upset, but I'm really sorry for the way I acted towards you during all this time. Especially after everything you did for me and how much you mean to me.

I definitely miss you and talking to you too, and YOU are the one who is awesome dear ♥

Hope you're proud for making me teary as well.

[hakucchan]

OMG I feel for you. I'm also nearsighted and short and terrified of death. And I'm definitely the worst cooker on this planet.

Sorry that my answer is so short but really, THANK YOU. Your comment means a lot to me ♥

[motusama]

I love talking with you~
There will always be people not happy with what you do. But there are definitely even more people being thankful for what you're doing. And I think there are a lot of people that are a lot more unpleasant that you. (what a beautiful English)
Anyway, courage!!! C'est normal d'avoir peur mais je suis sûre que ce semestre va être super!!
Message très inutile mais voilà voilà =D

[hakucchan]

You're definitely one of these pleasant persons~

Bon courage à toi aussi pour ton stage!! J'ai hâte (enfin pas trop mais tu comprends) qu'on se raconte nos expériences respectives et qu'on parle de notre vie de fan (et de Fukka aussi si tu veux) en septembre! :D

[motusama]

ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ
Tu auras sûrement bien plus de choses intéressantes à raconter que moi xD Mais si tu m'autorises à parler de Fukka c'est bon je devrais m'en sortir o/

Et sinon ma mère passe aussi son temps à me dire "quand est-ce que tu vas grandir" en soupirant mais c'est pas grave :DDD

[hakucchan]

Ça fait depuis la seconde que je fais la même taille, va falloir s'y faire au fait que je grandirai plus. (← あっ、そこじゃないか・・・)