Thoughts on being human and a fangirl & real life update (kind of)

[hakucchan]

Hi there~
Does anyone even remember about me...?Aaaand once again it's been quite a long time since my last update ^_

Comments

[nekobot01]

All the best, dear!!

I have received many nasty comments and it is difficult to know how to handle them. Actually I stopped posting my translations in the ABC-Z community because of some comments I received. But we are all human, at the end of the day. Everybody is human and needs our love and patience. :)

Good luck in Osaka!!

[hakucchan]

I do read all your translations, yet I never comment, don't even know why. But it's very much appreciated so thank you very much for sharing them!!

I'll do my best there~

[nekobot01]

I don't mind!! I'm glad you enjoy, that's the important part. :)))

Really, good luck, dear! ♥

[deydeyday]

I'm so happy to know you~!

You're a nice, cutie and kind girl! Your heart is beautiful ♥ Really! I love talking to you, reading you,...
I know Js (kanto) juniors better thanks to you and your work with JJL!
When I fall for Kansai Jrs I was so glad to know you and Touma-Girl.
Je continue en français, mon cerveau bug.
Je comprends à quel point les mots des autres peuvent profondément blesser et je suis contente de voir que tu essayes de "move on" même si les cicatrices et doutes peuvent être toujours là ! Courage ! Un pas après l'autre !
Avance à ton rythme ! (pour la guérison de cette blessure, comme pour tes projets sub ou autre) Tu n'as de compte à rendre à personne !
Tu as tout mon soutient !!

Je voulais t'accompagner à l'aéroport avec une banderole et tout mais le we du 28/29 mars je suis à la campagne ;__________;
J'ai hâte qu'on se voit au Japon cet été !! ♥ ♥
Bon courage pour ce semestre ! Tu vas vivre une super expérience ! Il va en ressortir quelque chose de bon for sure~!

Je finis mon com avec : Fangirling is life ♥

[hakucchan]

Aaw you're way too nice!! I'm very happy to have you too!

Ahahaha y a pas de souci, rien que d'avoir pensé à cette idée c'est génial! Je ferais comme si tu étais là aha!

On trouvera définitivement l'occasion de se voir quelque part cet été oui!!

Et moi je finis avec merci beaucoup beaucoup pour ton commentaire ♥

[deydeyday]

Comme l'a si bien dit TakakiGirl, on ne s'est pas vues beaucoup de fois mais tu peux compter sur moi, sur nous si tu as besoin

[hakucchan]

Aaww c'est trop gentil ;__;

Du moment que c'est légal xD Je pense que ça va alors ahaha!

Je pense que je vais rester ici, je suis habituée à la plateforme LJ (et j'ai un peu la flemme de chercher ailleurs...)

[scheiji_1412]

I just found your LJ not so long ago (Jr's Documentary), so I barely know you. But I can relate with this, words do hurt people -both intentionally or unintentionally. I hope that doesn't stop you to have fun :)

Some people also told me to stop being a fangirl and get a life. Don't they know that we can be both (a fangirl and a human being)? I have friends who started knowing me as a fangirl and also those who met me first in real life.. and I don't want to choose befriending one of those two kinds. I bet you too ;)

Anyway.. Congratulation for being an exchange student, and good luck ^^

[hakucchan]

Nobody asked me to stop but sometimes for example, my mom will say she thinks I'm weird for liking all these boys and although I know (I hope) she doesn't fully mean it, it makes me wonder whether it's "fine" or not. Also my little sister stopped being a fangirl two years ago and since we are kind of close, it made me think maybe I should also "grow up" or something. But like you say, it's possible to combine both being a "normal girl" and a fangirl so as long as it balances well, why change, right? :D

You haven't missed much, I haven't done anything here lately aha!
Thank you for your comment! I'll do my best in Osaka!

[rurounibabe]

I know you don't like that you allowed one comment to effect you so much, but it happens. It's like at work, your job isn't really all that bad, you actually enjoy, but then that ONE person comes along and suddenly that job is no longer as fun as it once was. Kind of suffering that with my job in particular. So don't beat yourself up so much.
I really don't have many words of encouragement to give because honestly, I don't know what all to say XD;; I'm bad at this. But keep your chin up. Remember to keep moving forward, but don't feel bad for taking a break. Just try not to take too long of a break and forget where you were going ^^

Also, good luck with your exchange :D You happen to be going on my birthday XD

Have fun and talk to you later :D

[hakucchan]

This is already perfect, your comment mean a lot to me, thank you ♥

It's really hard for me not to blame myself for a lot of things but yeah, a two years long break sounds long enough, it's time to get back on track now!
I hope things get better at your job!

Oh really?? I'll be arriving in Japan on the 30th though, so the 29th will be a plane day for me...Hopefully your day will be more exciting than mine aha!

[rurounibabe]

Well I'm glad then ^^

And I get what you mean. It's hard, but we just gotta keep moving.
But hey, if you need to talk, feel free to message me anytime. I'll listen and try to help as best as I can.
As for my job... things have maybe slightly gotten better, lol. I feel like I'm in more control than I was before. My anxiety is for the most part tamed now, so now it's just a matter of getting myself back where I was. My life is finally steady for the most part, so we'll see what happens.

I hope your plane ride goes safe and well for you. XD I don't think my day will be all that exciting though. No one wants to do anything with me sooooo. lol. That is okay, I can find something to do I'm sure, hahahaha.
Regardless, have fun when you get there :3
Have a good day <3

[arisu_chan25]

just do your thing, don't worry about what other people will think. not everyone will like you, and that's just reality, but not like you're ever obligated to those people anyway. i've seen the ugly side of this fandom already, and it has made me want to distance myself a bit, but it won't stop me from doing what i love just because of those few haters out there!

i wish you luck on your exchange! just have fun, and don't worry about what others think! :)

[hakucchan]

Thank you for your words dear ♥