Thoughts on being human and a fangirl & real life update (kind of)

[hakucchan]

Hi there~
Does anyone even remember about me...?Aaaand once again it's been quite a long time since my last update ^_

Comments

[hakucchan]

Wow don't worry, I'm definitely not planning on giving up on the boys any time soon aha!

Actually, I think I would have handled it better if that comment had come from a friend. I'm sorry if it sounds wrong but even if it's not a funny thing to do of course, it would have been "easier" for me to delete a friend from my life.
I couldn't (and didn't want to anyway) erase that person and we basically were spending all of our time together, so that definitely made it hard to move on. But now there is some (good) distance between us so I will try to take advantage of that and try to think more about me (I'm sorry, do I even make sense...? ^_^;)

I can understand how the situation is now more awkward between you and your friend but it's great you manage to get back together!

Thank you very much for your nice comment!!

[hakucchan]

Being bad at replying texts, that's something I can (unfortunately) relate to aha!

[lilly1219]

I think the most important thing in life to to be happy for yourself (of course, without the intention of hurting others) before you think of bringing happiness to people around you. Fangirling, to be honest, I too do not have the confidence to share with people I know. I know everyone have their biases, and yes, at times we might unintentionally step on foots. So yes, keeping a low profile here ;p

You are definitely at not wrong for subbing only what you like/love. Like, fans should feel grateful that you are sharing your subs which you otherwise can keep private. I know I am, THANK YOU for spreading love and joy by sharing with us fans ^3^)<3

No one can please everyone around us, be it someone we are close to or not. And well, though I bet we'll all loved to have friends whom we can be "friends forever", there's also plenty of reasons why friends grow apart. Just take it easy dear <3

Gambatte ne, Hakuchan p(^-*)q<3 and All the best with your exchange to Osaka <3 (tsk, I'm jealous ;< LOL)

[hakucchan]

I'm often told I'm too nice to others and should stop caring so much to focus more on myself and I'm starting to think maybe it's true but...it's not easy for me to think that it's allowed to be selfish sometimes indeed. I'll work on fixing that from now ^_^;

Thank you very much for your comment! (Want me to call you if I have some space left in my suitcase? :p)

[lilly1219]

Understand how you feel, we probably grow up caring too much about how others think and feels thus I agree, it's really not easy to start caring less suddenly. Just don't stress yourself too much (- it's really bad for overall health), enjoy whatever/wherever/whenever possible ^-*)v

Psst.. I'm ok to be stuffed into suitcase but for my size, I'll need a whole suitcase, and remember to request for airline "special handling" for heavy weight item, LOL

[hakucchan]

I actually caught a skin disease last year (it's cured now!) which I was told had been caused by stress last year, so I know I have to take it as easy as possible ^_^;)>

I'm allowed to have a second luggage but only up to 23kg so...sorry? x)

[su_jin]

I don't know if this will make you feel better or worse, but I think it's perfectly ok to let people down, after all, you're human, and you can only take on so much. I think you don't have to be afraid of it, and just continue doing what you like to do.

I know how it feels to be scared of all these things, and I often feel it too... But I hope that when things do go wrong you are able to say "it wasn't as bad as I feared" as I have come to think. Because eventhough people tell you not to be scared, it's hard to stop completely. (I'm sorry if it's hard to understand...)

Good luck in your exchange~ I hope you will do well~~~ Thank you very much for all your efforts so far~~

[hakucchan]

I definitely got what you meant. Like you said it's not easy but yes, it's fine to take some distance from people who have a negative effect on your life, regardless of whether they are "simply" friends or relatives. I'll keep that in mind!

Thank YOU very much for your lovely comment ♥

[mayura_news]

Je pense que je vais répéter ce que beaucoup ont probablement dit avant moi (en anglais certes mais quand même) mais c'est normal d'avoir des doutes et tout ce que tu décris. C'est vraiment dommage que le fandom pousse à des choses comme ça parce qu'au final, comme tu dis, le but du fandom c'est d'être fun. Je ne suis pas très douée avec les mots donc j'espère ne pas dire de bêtise au fur et à mesure que je vais écrire (ni te blesser

[hakucchan]

T'inquiète, au pire sache que tu me blesseras jamais autant que je ne l'ai été aha! Et puis si ma vision devient floue alors je lis quelque chose, pour moi ça veut dire que la personne est douée avec les mots ♥

J'ai tellement peu de personnes dans mon entourage que du côté français en tout cas, vous êtes probablement les personnes les plus proches de moi ;p

Merci beaucoup pour ton message, vraiment ♥

[mayura_news]

Et bah écoute, ça fait plaisir <3

De rien :) En tout cas, si tu as besoin, n'hésite pas ^^

[kananyan]

I'm sorry we drifted apart *hugs* <3

I know those feelings of expectations, that's why I couldn't continue my Mari-translation community...

anyways, you'll be in Osaka? Guess who's there, too xDb

[hakucchan]

You don't have anything to apologize for! I'm definitely at fault for having cut off ties with many of my friends when they hadn't done anything wrong...

I just read your post :D I totally understand the feeling of having never left and that that's where you belong aha! Will you be staying at Momoyama again?

[kananyan]

I don't think anyone is at fault, it simply happens...

Yes, I'll be doing my MA at Momoyama this time =D

It's so great that you're able to come back, too! x3

(and finally I have a chance to use these icons again, I simply couldn't delete them V_V)

[hakucchan]

So how long are you staying there? I guess at least a year?