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To Get My Thoughts Out Of My Head
I'm not really lonely. Going to work and putting up with everything there is really all the human interaction I need. I like my work friends, but a lot of them are pretty much that... work friends. I don't have many people I would consider friends outside of my work place. And those that I do, well we really don't converse much. And I mean almost ( Read more... ) -
2015.05.27
A random day to start something new, but it works.
I've decided that, starting today, and here's hoping it isn't just today, I will be doing a blog post every week. Just to get my mind onto paper... or in this case, a screen. So much has been running around in there lately. My future, my life in general, friends, frustrations, and the works. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Am I happy?
For the past few months...almost years actually, of my life, my days have been all pretty much the same. Work. Sleep. Eat. Anime/manga/books/videogames/jdrama's/kpop and jpop. I don't do much aside from that. Not that it's boring to me, I enjoy it, but I was just recently (like this morning) aware that everyday I wake up knowing what to expect of ( Read more... ) -
2014.10.23 A Memorable Dream feat. Choua
I had this dream a while ago, as you can tell from the date, but I'm finally putting it up here. I promised Choua that I would post it for her to read about, so here I go.
WARNING: I wrote it down immediately after I woke up and as I'm trying to read it I realize how choppy and all over the place it is. So I tried to clean it up some but it may ( Read more... ) -
My Life as an Obsessive Fangirl.
It all started off with Sailor Moon. I loved Sailor Moon. I loved it so much I would wake up everyone Saturday morning to watch it. I would wake up at 4 am on Sundays just to see it. Sailor Moon came stateside when I was 7. I am now 26. I've spent almost 20 years of my life, being an obsessive fangirl.
I have to add obsessive in there. Because it's ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P EunB and RiSe
So even though I wasn't too familiar with them or their group, what happened to these girls seriously hit me hard.
EunB - 21 years old.
RiSe - 23 years old.
Both so young. They had so much going for them. There was so much more for them to do. And then that horrible crash happened, and now two beautiful ladies have left this world. I can't even ( Read more... ) -
Day ? of a Long Struggle with Weight Loss
I start.
Stop.
Start.
Stop.
Start.
Stop.
Never-ending cycle of me constantly trying to lose weight only to stop and give up due to a cold, muscle aches or in most cases, pure laziness.
Considering I have nothing much going on in my life aside from work, you'd think I could dedicate some of my time to actually working out. But I seem to keep "forgetting" ( Read more... ) -
Stuck?
Made a mistake of finding someone I knew in high school and haven't seen since then. Now I took a trip down memory lane while also viewing the lives of others as best I could through their pictures.
What makes this a mistake?
Cause it reminds me of where I'm sitting right now. I kind of got stuck and I'm not sure if I'll be able to get up.
Married ( Read more... ) -
Change and Confusion
Change is never easy, and while I embrace change, I also have a difficult time accepting it.
Yes, that's very contradictory.
But that's the kind of person I am.
Today though, I've decided, I'm going to change.
I will no longer accept that, "this is just the way things are. This is just the way I am."
I will no long accept that. Never again. I will not ( Read more... ) -
EXO Dating "Scandal?"
So I recently read an article on how others responded to Baekhyun and Taeyeon's relationship. One person said something that really got on my nerves:
"They should have kept their relationship private."
Well hello, he's from EXO, how the heck does he keep anything private? Stupid papa and stupid saesangs following him (and her) around all the damn ( Read more... )