i thin im done with livejournal-ing.  it anyone wants to find out what'  goin on with me, they can't short cut and just read a couple thoughts and be up to speed.  plus it's really impersonal- it's worse than emails.  plus i can't fix it up like i want to, and i'm writing somewhere else- where i can be uncensored and no one can read it.  so sianara ( Read more... )

i wanted to be like you; i wanted everything. so i tried to be like you, and i got swept away. i didn't know that you were so cold and you needed someone to show you the way, so i took your hand and we figured out that when the tide comes i'd take you away. if you want to, i can save you- i can take you away from here. so lonely inside, so busy ( Read more... )

dont feel like updating, but lots of stuff is goin on, i dont want to forget any of it. jeni, jesse and the kids came in town this weekend-i learned how to count to "thirty- hundred -eight" and play the bubblegum game- man i love those kids. helped at the beach cc meet, almost got written up for truancy, youth summit meetin, syatp and the 2nd part ( Read more... )

been a while since i updated- since then i: saw "rebel without a cause" at cole park with rachel, went on a 5k run/walk, got $30 babysitting, church, and volunteered at the women's shelter with skye's church.  that was only in 2.5 days... goodness, every day this week, i already have plans.  the week hasn't even started yet.  that is insane.  i had ( Read more... )

save tonight, fight the break of dawn          come tomorrow, tomorrow we'll be gone

two days past 18 he was waiting for the bus in his army greens...

if you believe in a higher being, keep zac honea in your thoughts- his first day of boot camp was today.

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hey!  i hope everyone's TUESDAY is doin good. all weekend, until an hour or so before i went to bed, i had forgotten i even went to school.  and i'm even more sunburned now- yippe skippee.  me and em and my madre went to the beach -oh ya, again- yesterday morning.  we saw cameron and tanja there, and omgoodness- i had never seen the beach so ( Read more... )

just got home from mr. justin dehoyos' 17th bday party!! he had a bonfire goin on out at the beach, and we had a blast... except for some swimsuit difficulties between michelle and i and bein sunburned as a mofo.  other than that, the view (and were not just talkin nature), the food, and the vibe was great.  and if it werent for my dad, i'd still ( Read more... )

dude yesterday was a great thursday.  after school, me, rach, and chris all came over to me casa and played in the rain!  we established the fact that rachel is direction, dancing, and driving impared and we love her for it.  lol cotton-eyed joe, anyone?  then after band,  me, brandi, and em all went over to the massive puddles near the bandhall ( Read more... )

good afternoon everybody!  i'm just sitting in web mastering right now- we have a "catch up day", and i decided to do so, but online instead.  yesterday was totally awesome.  i went to funtrackers with cali, rex, clinton ,and eric and we had a blast.  we had some insider connection- i.e. skinner- who let the 5 of us continusly ride teh family track ( Read more... )