hmmm...well i just got homw from work so im pretty tired. but i thought that since i was on the computer to go ahead and post a journal. ive nothing to say but...whatever! ok well imma go now

oh by the way yall should come to party city tomorrow and see me cuz ill be wearing a costume...go me.

Lots of craziness lately...well i got a job. At party city! And at first i was kinda upset cuz if i have a job i cant spend time with lukas on the weekends! Until....i find out that we can no longer see each other. His dad thinks that i control his life to much and i dont let him do what he needs to and that he needs to spend more time on school ( Read more... )

Well this week has really sucked! Me and Lukas have not had not one single moment alone. Like i mean...we havent even been able to really even talk cause his dad and brother think that he is whipped by me and the keep giving him shit! Its really upsetting! But i see him tomorrow so hopefully things will be better than they have been! But yeah! I ( Read more... )

I cant believe today is mine and lukas' 6 months. Its great! Although im kinda upset because i didnt get to see him today. I was supposed to at Gateway but him and his dad ended up not coming to practice so....that really sucked cuz I really wanted to see him. But...what can i do ( Read more... )

havent written in a while...hmm well i had a good weekend...saw lukas saturday cuz i had a match in orlando...it was great...the lukas part that is lol. and today i went to the movies with tiff and her friend and we saw the 40 yr old virgin. omg. it was so funny. but i really have nothing good to say so...byes.

omg i had the BEST weekend ever! ok... friday i meet lukas up at his school and i hung out with him and his friends...we were supposed to go to a football game but it got cancelled. anyway...we left and i took him home around 1030. then saturday i went to gateway and saw him again. and i mentioned that i wanted to something later and he said that ( Read more... )

I got to see my love today! YEAH!! Man ive been so hyper for some reason today! I dunno why though. Like i think that the energy drink that I had yesterday is just now getting to me lol. But yeah I get to see my love again tomorrow also. Ah i cant wait. but im tired so...nighty night.

why doesnt anyone write in there journals anymore????

I had a good weekend... firday after school went to the beachand then to harleys...saturday went to the mall with LUKAS...best thing that happened this weekend...and then today i went to the beach and meet jaun, kim, adam, alex, jamie, tiffany, jules, pam there. well actually we were supposed to go to the beach but it was jamies bday friday and her ( Read more... )

Im going to the beach tomorrow! Yeah! I really wish that Lukas could come but i know he would never be allowed. Just because the fact that its...me. but anyway! im so bored right now. im listening to this pimp cd i burned at maggies house today! Its all classical. it kicks ass. lol. but anyway. im gonna go to bed...i was hoping that lukas would ( Read more... )

Wow! this year is really starting to suck! Everything bad is happening. My friends basically all hate each other so i have to divide myself up so that they dont get pissed at me...i cant see lukas or talk to him for a long period of time. Things are bad with me and his parents....i dont know what to do anymore.