you tell me all this and yet you cant be truthful you still keep things from me i hate it i couldnt b with you now if i wanted to which i do you dont ..... nvm it doesnt matter ( Read more... )

youve said some pretty hurtful stuff in mine and in your own lj steve you really need to think before you do somethings i was going t oleave you a simple post but it seems im not authorized to do so. why is that, i must addmit i feet somewat betrade, but your right we clearly cant b togather nemore becuz its just going to keep happening over and ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while but theres some things in my head i feel i need to explain ( Read more... )

feel kinda like im missing something i am only im not sure wat it is im so lonely right now and i feel like an asshole why should people want to talk to me or have nething else to do with me im confused confused and lonely and lost and i dont know where to turn its clear that i cant have wat i want and its never going to be that way the life as ( Read more... )

when i got to see you on the bus it made me so happy and when i got to kiss you i had been waiting for that kiss all day i dont want oyu to think im crazy or just trying to hold you with me i genuinly love being with you, im smitten and theres nothing i can do about it when we argue i feel like shit and wish it would end and when we dont talk it ( Read more... )

was it asking for much you say youd do it for love but you didnt so wat do you define love as i ask you im used to it by now so its not a big deal other then that little tid bit after i got ditched shawn came down and stayed the night we spiked his hair with glue and then chris gave us a ride to brendans to hang out with him eric and bill we ( Read more... )

today has been onething after another and i i think todayday only im accident prone i put two new wholes in my wall today and my father is being a major ass so i think he can bugger off and painfully insert something in to his anus, its getting cold out i think there was really one good point in my and that was seeing and being with my sweetie ( Read more... )

alot of the time i just dont feel like im good enough why should i

I think I'm drowning ( Read more... )

friday night hanging out with linty waiting to get food i wish i had a cancer stick school wasnt that bad i still have the stars on my face the bus ride home made me happyi think i may watch a movie or something shawns away with porkchop so that cool blah blah blah blagh im done ok bye