im not sure i believe in the words i love you nemore hereing those words are so emty now that when they are said i i can here the noise ring throughout my hollow heart, why say what you dont mean? well when you dont know what it means you use it the wrong but whats to say that i know anything about love, i dont know what love is i used to ( Read more... )

now im pissed, i just wrote something i was very pleased with and then i fucking erased it

son of a bitch

16 days till 4-20

i dont remember the last time i worte in here but i figured it couldnt hurt now ive been feeling weird today and down i thought about calling someone i havent seen in a long time because he always made me happy. i miss him. im at that age and as i watch everyone else lose there mind i turn a blind eye ( or try) to the same thing thats ( Read more... )

i dont get it i just dont fucking understand it why wont people just let me be happy something has to go wrong everytime wh y i just want to know why im not a mean person im not an asshole to most and i cant think of ne thats has or should have a reason not to like me but clearly someone doesnt think i should b happy and also doesnt think i ( Read more... )

so im not real happy right now which im sure some people will b happy to hear i i saw both sams today went and hang out with sam chase and the rest of the gang well not all of them but it was still good to see who i did came home earlier to hang out with sam fowler and shawn he didnt talk to me and just kinda played it off like it never happened ( Read more... )

theres something about your first love, its the love of your life that youll never forget. all others will b set to standards by that love altho no other will ever compare, they will always hold that place in your heart no matter how things end up or where you go in life becuz love is a magical thing so dont ever take it for granted when you have ( Read more... )

its hot as a bitch out side i went to see colleen today and then went to work till to i was suppose to go hang out with bill at his cousins house but shawn wanted my help with something and i need to talk to texx i tried to warn him about that girl but wat do i know she cheated on him with her ex i love him but if you think about it he sort ( Read more... )

ive decided that i dont give a fuck who reads my live journal you dont like it fuck off and im going t otell you to fuck off too life to short the summer has started off good for the most part besdies silly bullshit ive hung out with alot of old friends and made some new ones too that doesnt change the fact that some people make me sad and there ( Read more... )

YOU have dug the hole for yourself otherwise i would b with you but im not ILOVE YOU! and you know that and now you have pushed me away again you cant have your way this time becuz you screwed it up take a look back on things and take responsibilty for your fucked up actions becuz the back and forth between us is getting you no where but father ( Read more... )

She say that she still wants a friendship ( Read more... )