it hurts all in my chest and i have come to realise that i have somehow unknowingly trained myself not to cry ( Read more... )

maybe i should be glad that I was not home to go out last night, given the texts ( Read more... )

i am up at 5 am because my precious cat peed on my bed.
love.

I just found out something REALLY TERRIBLE, thanks to wikipedia...
which is that DADDY LONGLEGS CAN AND DO WALK ON WATER. Thanks. Now I am not safe anywhere. And I was right, they mate in the autumn, my favorite time of year to be outside.

I really need to pursue hypnotherapy. ha.

If some motherfucker ever tries to put his hands on me again I will spit in his fucking face. Anyways, who really has the advantage when the story is on bike vs. on foot? The car vs. shnnn situation was almost not as successful on my part. what a night ( Read more... )

the tractor is on its way back from the woods, the whole area is an ampitheater and i heard its engine start, and it will be full of fresh firewood, but tonight will be the last night I have to really enjoy it. and enjoyed it I have. My fingers are cold but I think it is something I am used to now, and thats all fine and well since there's no heat ( Read more... )

this morning is especially beautiful somewhat painful why is it that the things that are the most gorgeous contain the overwhelming capacity to hurt ( Read more... )

uuuuuugh today was dairy day for me.
havent done that in a while.
must be the period comin on.

gay.

I would fucking kill for a glass of chocolate milk right now.
KILL.
damn you winn-dixie, why are not you 24 hours?

swimming through various realities and perceptions always ( Read more... )