i'm happy

!!!

i am pretty excited about life today ( Read more... )

i wonder sometimes if i am unreasonably sad, but then again it is really hard not to be when you consistently deal with people who prove over and over and over that nobody can be trusted and nobody is sincere ( Read more... )

and so it starts again
and so
no i am not crying.
bullshit.
i cant take this shit i need to fucking leave.

lately, alchohol has been bringing out the absolute worst in me. maybe its the shift from beer ( Read more... )

i feel the manic painful naivette of youth, those moments when you let the cosmos ( Read more... )

its hard to be introspective, so i wont try ( Read more... )

also metaphors.
i get kind of lonely without them.
pushed to an edge; an allergy and an analysis.
i am ready to peel. there goes another.
allegories hopping by, maybe i should jump on and learn a thing.
people do look more alive in pictures. maybe i should take more.

i hate jax beach ( Read more... )

I want to know so many things ( Read more... )