Why are you so fake?

Shannon Todd, you are awesome and I will miss you!

My heart almost fell out of my chest.
It hurts.

Sigh.
Emotionally exhausted. I somehow manage to find myself in the midst of drama or maybe I make things more dramatic than they really are but nevertheless I can't help but feel overwhelmed.

All-Nighter Night.
Ugh. I fail at life.
Why why why do I have a million bajillion things to do but can't seem to finish even though I already got extensions because I'm incompetent?
Ok, enough with the self defeating attitude.
Get to work.

Today I finally feel good about myself.
I got into every Grad school that I applied to.
And, Guelph is offering me a Dean's Graduate Scholarship, and a Board of Graduate Studies Research Scholarship.
Yay me!

P.S. Why are my livejournal posts badly written and about depression and/or boys?

So I've pretty much been angry all the time and sleep deprived. I think I'm beginning to annoy my friends by starting every conversation with how annoyed I am with everybody. Ack. Life. School is going to kick my ass but alas, such is life.

Came home and all the kitchen chairs were gone.
Wtf.
I'm tired/confused.
I think i could sleep forever.
gender and politics exam today.
think i did okay.
sleep

BLACK is BACK!
(My hair I mean.... Back to looking asian again?)