ok so vacation wasnt too bad... i worked a lot, and i get paid today, so im excited. i got to hang out with people i dont usually hang out with like justine, dana, john, jillian, amanda, and jessica. i got drunk a lot, but not too much, so i guess i caught up with that ( Read more... )

im losing grip, i feel it. i also feel like im losing the people who i care about and have mutually cared for me in the past. but at least i wont have to deal with that doing nothing, cause i work like a dog. i cant wait for my paycheck, i need to get alot of shit done. im also going to post a letter that tracie's (my cousin who died) father wrote ( Read more... )

http://www.thnt.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20051116/OBITS/511160409&SearchID=73227240514558

my cousin's obituary.

i would like to express my gratitude to rob d., gabby, and dina for expressing their concern. it means a lot you guys, and i need it right now ( Read more... )

RIP ( Read more... )

Well, what’s done is done ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty interesting. i went to the school college fair, and saturday and sunday i went to visit colleges. i think im in love with hunter, as ive always been, and i saw fennell yesterday and shes transferring there and she wants to share an appartment with me, so im good.

saturday night was the all american rejects concert. of ( Read more... )

ps. really feeling scumbagged. i hate this school. god will people just stop talking to me if they know theyre going to piss me off. just leave me, scumbag me, fine i guess il accept it, but dont talk to me ( Read more... )

im really starting to feel that people are changing before my eyes. some for the better, and others for the worse. not that what i say will have any influence anyway. no need to mention names, because about 95% of my friends are morphing into something they were yesterday. but if you do think it has anything to do with you, just reflect on what i ( Read more... )

good.