Ignore what ever i had said b4 about a picture bc it wont load rite. just like go here for it --> Its so hot...OMG hmm thats gay how it would load but owell!

Ok Todays the first day of a full week of school. so this is really gunna blow big time..
Umm didnt do much this weekend but i did hang out with the love of my life, Derek John on Friday...[drool]...and idk, went to Brandons Saturday night (hes a jerk...ew, die) Sunday, i didnt do shit really, i went out with matt at like 8:30, he let ME drive his ( Read more... )

Im probably one of the most angriest ppl on earth right now i swear to god...EUH. Today was the first day of school, ive got some pretty good class set ups, Simons in a lot of my classes, Ive got barnes for spanish, and i sit with ppl who i actually enjoy being with for lunch thank god. hmmm, afterwards, Eric P. picked me up from school, but my ( Read more... )

Yeah i tried to post this like the 29th but my computer was being ghetto.

Sorry if any of that shit i said disturbed you. yeah i was angry
I dont mean any of it lol.

Today sucked butt. oh and i recently turned the flag that was infront of my house upside down with edwin. it was mad fun. lets see what else have i done, put my hand through a mirror, ( Read more... )

Is it so wrong to wanna fucking die every waking moment of your life? bc if so, than somethings wrong with me. i swaear if i dont get out of my house im going to kill myself, ive never been a cutter, just a carver, but i know ive sunken low, when i need to know if i still bleed and feel the pain to stay alive. Im getting out of this house once and ( Read more... )

Yeah i guess im gunna make it a habbit to post like 2 or 3 times a day, bc im gay like that so woo. ok so its like 10 pmish, ive been working on my room all day. lets just say im pissed bc i moved it around, and didnt like it, so i had to move it back. and the entire time i moved it all around on my own. so that sucked. umm did do anything all day ( Read more... )

Yeah if you took the time to read my post b4, ud have found out my plans for the day. BUT, life has to give children parents. and his mom is being a douche and wont let him do anything all day. so that sucks. PLUS my parents are being the same. I have to fucking clean my room, and for anyone that doesnt know me to well....everytime i start it, it ( Read more... )

Wow, lifes a bitch. Today im going to g2 edwins and help him get his AFI on. than we have to call Alex and stuff. I have to find someone who can peirce my ears 2 more times for me too. I finished like all my school shopping, thank god bc school sucks ass. and yeah, i lost my other journal so i have nothing to add today really considering its like 3 ( Read more... )