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Life is all a journey
everyday that passes i find myself lost in the clouds.
tryin to make everyday count but this haze has my mind.
trapped by my minds eye, got me loosing my grip on reality.
i live in a land of dreams, i wake up to look forward to sleep again.
reality feels like a dream.
take my sickness out on my body,
its never enough, it will never be enough
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I've been stuck for the past 3 weeks.
150.
Even, every day the same fucking number.
I'm leaving for my trip in 25 days there is no way I am leaving weighing 150 or over.
But today, today it happened.
149.
It's just a pound but it means that it got over that hurtle.
Ugh ok. Work out and swimming then i'm not sure what to do with myself.
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I know you don't know me, but
I need you to prove to me that
Chivalry isn't dead,
that white knights still come to rescue the
scared sad girl.
I need you to show me that there is love left in
this big empty world and that
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I find myself.
I am just a girl, lonley, sitting in my room.
I am just a teenager,naive, living in a haze.
I am just a girlfriend, trying, holding on to hope.
I am just a daughter, listening, wanting to help.
Sitting in my room I find my self thinking.
Living in my haze I find myself inspired.
Holding on to hope I find myself.
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I hate the fact that I don't have siblings my age ( Read more... ) -
Let Go
Nikky and Cece are out of my life, I suppose for good now ( Read more... ) -
Psh
Is it so much to ask to have someone just one person to rely on.
To hear my cries for help.
I didn't think that it was a lot to ask for.
I didn't think that listening to another person and understanding the words escaping from their soul was a hard task.
I miss her. She is the definition of a best friend. Never casting judgement on me, never taking my ( Read more... ) -
Sweet memories, bitter taste.
Sitting here listening to these sad rhymes wishing that ( Read more... ) -
Rainbows
I can't help but wonder today if trust is really over rated.
"I don't trust anyone unless they give me a good reason to trust them."
"I keep learning the same lessons year after year. You can't trust anyone they are all going to fuck you over in the end so what's the point?"
I always thought I could be able to trust people that trusted me. But it ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: God For a Day
AID/HIV gone
Universal exceptance of differences.
Sadness would only last for moments and then all would be forgotten.
When you forgave someone you would never feel a bad or angry about it again, it would be forgiven.