Why is there such thing feelings as envy? Why do others feel that they need to hate someone to be as beautiful as them? It makes no sense to me, people make no sense to me anymore. Why does beauty matter so much to people? Why do people believe that the outside is the thing that you need to be glorious about when the inside is where you feel ( Read more... )

This day pretty much already sucks. My mom wouldn't let me stay home yesterday to go to my freakin band practice because she was working late so i had to find a home to live at for the day. Now i'm feeling guilty because i'm always the no show and it was the first practice EVER with our new vocalist beautiful and amazing sarah. I have this HUGE ( Read more... )

I hate staying home. I hate how my mom is. Shes changed so much and not in a good way, she'll yell at me at things that aren't even important. I just wish i could have my mom back that i had when i was a little girl. My mom who would go outside and play with me no matter how stressful work was. The one who would always tuck me in, read me ( Read more... )

Man i really want Jesse to come back from Massa friggen chusetts. I miss him so much. It's unbelieveable when you realize how much you love someone just from one week of them being gone. You feel too attached to them to let them go even if it is for a family reunion or something. I love being in love, i love knowing that someone loves you back ( Read more... )

( And this is my artistic ability )

Everyone's leaving me at some point in the summer. I'm just going to be a loner. I wish i had friends who ( Read more... )

For these past months i've realized that i've been blessed with the greatest friends in this whole universe. The kind that hold you when you just can't stop crying. The kind that will laugh at your stupid jokes and pretend it's funny. The kind that tell you everything's okay when you feel your world is crashing down. I've never realized how my ( Read more... )

I just need to cry ( Read more... )

Theres always just that one name on my mind all the time...Ahhhh i love this feeling i couldnt be any happier

I love him...

I had a pretty good weekend despite the fact that Taylor(our bassist) is going to get really hurt by a girl that he really likes because shes being a whore. He kind of chooses the wrong girls for the wrong reasons. Poor guy. Im flippin excited for the straylight run/something corporate concerts coming up and highschool is just around the corner ( Read more... )