wow so seven out of the last nine entries ( Read more... )

me over analyzing=getting me nowhere

seeing as what i thought, wasnt what was really happening

days like today make me...happy

even if the happiness is fleating, i still enjoy it too oh so much

miss.church.girls.wonderful.emails.letters.happy.cute.coloradochristianuniversity.sweatshirt.mountains.air.beautiful.decisions.questions.fear.loss.confusion.exaggerations.messedup.ruined.toohonest.reality.opened.crushed.hurt.tears.words.head.or.heart.cell.internet.mean.laugh.hurt.love.wish.dream.hope.contradictions.loved.andlost.andstillloved.miss.

so i was told about this website with movie quotes. wow.

"You've come to mean so much to us all that now, it doesn't matter if it's true. And even if it isn't true, even if that can never be... I need to go on pretending... until the end... with you."

so i've determined that
:(
its pretty much nonsense
:/
at least for now
:)

nothing is impossible. nothing.

and for $12,000 more...

we can walk on our grass

...to be continued

( cause i'm on a weird sleeping schedule )

mexico was awesome. so many great things happened. God is good all the time.

today wasnt too bad either. haha i love to laugh. pretty blessed life going on right now. heck yes for the next two weeks.

and i think that is going to make me miss being here.
but, i'm siked to see what its like when i come back and am all grown up.

:)

hmm...that isnt suppose to make sense.