So Ian's done school at the end of April, and then it's finally out into the real world for him, and now the only question is... where to start this real world experience.. he said he'd live/work wherever i want to, and that means a lot to me because for the last 2+ years I've sacificed a lot for him and our family, so itd be nice to be happy again ( Read more... )

 I just want to run away..

I'd take Thomas with me of course... but nobody would know where we went and nobody would be able to find us, and we'd live a normal happy life just us ( well and the people we met where we went of course )

Oh how nice that would be.... if i could only do it.

 Why do people feel that anything that has do to with me is their business to tell people ( Read more... )

So that wedding's in 10 days, and i cannot wait until it's finally over and done with, so that I dont have to deal with anybody or anything ever again ( Read more... )

I am so freakin sick it's not even funny, and Thomas is sick too, he has his 1st cold, which just makes everything even worse, 'cause he cries and you dont know what to do to make him better 'cause he cant talk, and then he coughs, and it's just so sad, and when he cries it make my migraine so much worse, and ahhhh ( Read more... )

The are only 200 days until my wedding day... and that might seem like a lot to some people... but oh my it's soooo not ( Read more... )

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[my name is]: Jaime
[in the morning i am]: Taking care of my son
[love is]: there
[i dream about]: I dont sleep

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile
[last person you slow danced with]: Ian

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Brian
[hugged:] my mum.
[you instant messaged]: Mel
[you ( Read more... )

I dont think I've ever felt so empty.

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. (lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past)

Shortest relationship: One Week
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you: 4
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: yes
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:yes
Are you happier single or in a ( Read more... )