Today is my anniversary...yay!!!

And I have the best guy in the whole big wide world..hehehe....

he gave me the most thoughtful bestest present ever! and he made me cry... damn you Ian!
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now all I have to do is wait for him to get home from work...  I dont like waiting... I have no patience...

I LOVE YOU IAN CHARLES THOMAS PATTERSON.... FOREVER ( Read more... )

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So a couple of days turned into almost a week, and I'm still not sure if they'll let him out today or not ( Read more... )

My baby is in the hospital and I can't go because my other baby needs me at home... gahhh...
I wish I could take Thomas to the hospital to see his daddy but it's not good there for him... but I might sneek him in just for a little bit.. maybe I could put a mask over his little mouth so he doesn't breath in anything...

I miss my hubby....

Why can't things be different?

My whole world has been ripped from right under me and I have no idea what to do about it other than cry...

This past weekend has made me realize so many things... some things I like and others that just make me break down and cry ( Read more... )

Oh my god, I never knew I could love something or someone as much as I love my little man... I thought my life had changed in the 9 months I was pregnant, but that was nothing compared to the last 8 days of my life... I can't even believe it's only been 8 days, it just seems like he's been here forever but at the same time always just brand-new, ( Read more... )

Introducing to the World..... My Baby Boy!!!

THOMAS WILLIAM JOHN PATTERSON

D.O.B. - June 16th 2006
Time - 6:12 pm
Weight - 7 pounds 10 ounces.


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mmm.... updates... lets see ( Read more... )