work sucks, but thanks to my shitty mom, i may be out of a job. i'm thinking of asking Ashley out, or asking for her number so that i can call her, and then i'd "lay my mack down" and win her over lol. sure, uh huh... riiight? i want to design a web page for sovereign industries, that'd be pimp, or maybe not considering that i haven't designed web ( Read more... )

you know, i like Ashley Perry a lot. short Ashley that's dating Jason, not utterly disgusting Ashley that makes you sick to gaze at her. thing is, she has a boyfriend, which sucks for me, but good thing is, she told me she likes me, yay! what shall i do? feedback

i didn't exactly elaborate on the shittiness of yesterday, so here goes, along with various other stuff on my mind. i've never been so fucking paranoid in my life. i was sure i'd be shipped back to portland with no return, or tossed behind bars for a very long period of time, because the shit i had planned was so serious. i was going to fucking gut ( Read more... )

ebay isn't working for me, or perhaps it's the fucking price i'm auctioning my stuff for. didn't get off of work until 11:30 tonight, or last night technically speaking, because my department was a mess. sucks, i'm picking up my check before school, and debating calling off work or something. Andre's gonna buy my laptop off of me for 700 bucks, but ( Read more... )

aw.. haha. doesn't Skot just look adorable with his new haircut? ugh, anyway, i'm exhausted. just got home from a dull day of work, and the only reason i'm even on right now is because i want to check the status of the shit i put up on e-bay, so far... nothing. jeez. fuck this, i want my talon mother fucker. i know i've been annoying my friends ( Read more... )

i'm scared and beyond paranoid. my best buddy is being suicidal and shit, and i have no words because i'm pretty shitty at given positive advice. David is officially the funniest kid i know, hah. i just put my laptop up on e-bay for 1000 bucks. i wonder if i can get that for it, that way i can buy the talon i want, and Skotty can teach me how to ( Read more... )

life sucks, and i'm miserable. i desperately need a better paying job, this shit doesn't cut it. i want to save up like 3 grand so i can buy a new project car. with this shitty job i have now, it'll take 4 months of saving with little to no spending. or um... i could do something illegal and make fast cash. we'll see what happens. oh, ugh, i'm ( Read more... )

i don't understand it, but whenever things seems to be getting better, a downward spiral manifests in my life, before my very own eyes. it makes me feel depressed, bitter, and angry at the world. man, i don't wish to speak with anyone nowadays, save for Scotty, because i have never witnessed a friendship near the level of ours. friday's made me ( Read more... )

well, i've been doing research, and so far it seems the DOHC 16V engine my in car isn't the stock one, hmm... well, i'm going to start buying accessories to tweek the interior just a little, while saving up at the same time for the big stuff. within the next 2 weeks i'm buying new exhaust, and i'll order a carbon fiber dash kit ( Read more... )

tonight has to have been the worst of my short life. sure it started off great, went dragging, all fun, until the cops ruined it. fucking a! Skotty has possibly fucking lost his license. i was so nervous, sitting in the lot, hidden from view of the cop, me and Amanda praying and such that he gets off, i hope he doesn't get his license suspended. ( Read more... )