FUCK EVERYTHING.

Lately everything has been crap.
Lately everything has messed up.
Lately everthing has gone wrong.

It's the truth.
I have nothing better to say about my life at this point.

Too much drama lately.

hoping for the best.

preparing for the worst.

it's over i couldn'y handle it anymore.
but why do i feel the need to die?
i don't like him the way he likes me.

why do i feel the need to die?
im so mad at him right now though.
so so so so so so so mad.

i think crying 5 times in one night is a record for me.

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So everything is pretty much going back to normal now, thank god.
I don't know how much more I could take of him being mad at me.
I love him to death, that kid. I can't see him like he was, hurt.

But anyways, life has been sucking this far, I can't control anything.
Or at least I feel I can't control any thing.
But I'm hoping good things will come soon ( Read more... )

I hurt him, I hurt him alot.

I should prolly just... stop breathing.

Amanda's here.
It makes me happy.

It's what I needed.

i never had the gift
of holding on to you
so far, so far away.

i wanna live again,
i wanna start
everything over again.